Just a place to be

i dont need this right now

I came home after a really great time with my friends and my father wasnt home so i was like cool i can eat now(sometimes if were bad he'll starve us) but then he comes home. Good news was he wasnt mad like usual or drunk but i still didnt want to go anywhere near him so i took a shower. When i got out i needed my mother to help me with my math but she wasnt there. I asked him where she was he said
"Why should i care? And you dont need her."
"Yes i do she's my mother."
"Oh so you're on her side now! Is that what it is now?"
"N-no?"
"You will not take her side every again unless you want to be the bitch she is."
He raised his hand at me but i ran to my room and cried. This happens most nights and i haven't slept in about a day. I have a pounding headache and i told him that. He was playing music and as i said that he turned the volume up later. To make maters worse i was climbing into bed and i fell and hit my head really hard and it made my headache worse and now he's yelling at my mom and i cant get sleep again. When i think nothing can go wrong and I'm happy and everything he just....makes things worse. I dont need this right now and i just want a normal life