YOUR POV
*Next day*
I went to school alone. with red and puffy eyes, I cried all night because of what Sehun said it kept replaying on my mind that almost made my heart beat no more. I saw Luhan oppa and I forced a smile. He ignored me. :( I know he was just trying to protect me but I stopped because I still care for Sehun. I went to my seat and looked at the window.
Asking myself "should I give up?" :(
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I went to the school garden at the back of our school. I saw LuHan sitting on the ground while looking up at the sky. I lay down beside him and i noticed that he looked at me.
"Luhan oppa, I'm sorry. I know that you were just trying to protect me. Even though we met not so good because you were a jerk when I first met you but I realized that you're jerkiness made us even closer. And for that I thank you. Because now you're my friend that cares for me." I said and hugged him
"Hmmm. Its good that you know." he said and hugged me back.
I rested my head on his chest. I can hear his heart beating calmly as We look up at the sky.
"Are you my girlfriend now?" he asked.
"You're such a jerk." I said and chuckled.
"The jerk you love?" He said and smiled.
"Yeah! As my friend!" I said as I punch his chest softly and we both laughed.
When I'm with Luhan oppa, I forget about Sehun. And I made my final decision. I give up. Sehun said loud and clear that he "won't and never will"
We talked and talked and talked as soon as the bell rang we ran in to the classroom.
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Luhan oppa insisted to walk me home.
"___________-ah (insert your name) Stay here arasseo?" he said while holding my shoulder and went back inside the school
I'm waiting for Luhan oppa outside the school gate then someone held my shoulder.
"________-ah can we talk?"
I turned around and I saw Sehun.
"Yeah sure." I said.
He held my hand and pulled me on the corner.
"I'm ready." he said.
"Ready for what?" I asked.
"Ready to remember. I'll try." he said and looks down.
"I'm sorry but I already gave up on you." I said and turn around and walks to my place.
"Wait!" he held my hand and looks at me. "Please. You said you want to help me." he said.
"Yeah. Before. And now I don't want to help you! Because I gave up!" I said to him
"Please. I know you still want to help me" he pleaded.
Hmmm. He's right. I still want to help him.
I took a deep breath and said. "Okay."
"Thank you. when do we start?" he asked.
"Tomorrow?" I said.
"Why not now?" he asked again.
"Not now! I'm busy!" I said
"Okay Bye. See you tomorrow." he said and left.
Why did Sehun changed his mind? Hmmmm. Whatever! atleast he wanted me to help him remember. ^_^ Luhan oppa should never know about this. I'll keep this a secret from him.
"__________-ah, Sorry for waiting so long. Lets go?" Luhan said.
While we are walking home he put his arm on my shoulder. I looked at him and he winked at me that made me blush. Whenever I'm with Luhan like this, I feel safe. And whenever he's close to me my heart beats fast!
Will you fall in love with Luhan or will Luhan fall in love with you?
Lets see on the following chapters.^^
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