Sorry if that chapter seemed rushed I deleted the original one and had to re-write it xxx
-------3months later--------
me and ryan were great,our relationship was perfect. I'd spoke to luke slightly, we we're on good terms and he was aware of me and ryan,he kept his distance. Me and the girls were never better,I had settled in so well and neeve and niamh seemed to have forgotten about what I told them 3months ago in that english lesson. Also atlanta was coming to Melbourne tomorrow to visit me,id never been happier.
Today was saturday,I had slept at ryans the night before and I was planning on sleeping again tonight, the day had rushed by,me and ryan was planning to have a movie night tonight. Although I said that me and ryan were going great,there was still those days when he was off with me abit and today was one of them. I thought a movie night would change his mood,luckily he agreed.
"im just nippin to the shop to get some scran"ryan shouted without giving me a kiss.
It had been and hour since ryan left,I was beginning to get worried. I picked up my phone preparing myself to call ryan, when I heard the door open,I took a deep breath and shouted "heyy baby" he didnt reply so walked out to meet him at the door way, the scent of alcohol hovered over me. I gathered the courage to make a statement "why have you been drinking again,we was suppose to have a nice night in" "oh shut up" he replied "no,I won't don't speak to me like im a child" I suddenly regretted saying that,he gripped my top and pushed me against the wall and shouted "SHUT UP" "im sorry"i wispered,tears beginning to fall down my face. He stared at me with his drunken eyes "oh are you really"he said smirking. Days just like this had happened before but i was scared to share any of the incidents,what if he did worse to me,arghhhhh i just hate this fucking life. I nodded hiding the tears behind my closed eyes. "take off your clothes then"he asked. "NO!" he gripped my throat encouraging more tears to escape "DO IT" "NOOOO!" I screamed.
He pulled me forward,spat in my face, slapped me hard across my face and pushed me into the corner causing me to hit my head. Hard.
Darkness covered me as I closed my eyes.
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it must be a dream, janoskians(luke brooks/jano fan fic)
Fanfictionwhen a youg girl thinks her life is dying when she is forced to move away she is proved wrong when she meets the boy of her dreams
