Falling for you//Shawn Mendes

08

"So, how are you?" Shawn asked me
"Hm, lemme think about that for a second... I'm doing great!" I said sarcastically, Shawn sighed, and so did I. "Come here hunny" Shawn said, patting the bed space next to him, I smiled slightly and walked over, I gently sat myself down next to Shawn and broke down right there and then. I started heavily breathing, shaking loads, tears started rolling down my cheeks, soaking my face, everything was just a blur. "It's okay hunny, cry it out then tell me everything" he put his arm around my shoulders and gave me a reassuring squeeze.

A couple minutes of full on crying had passed and I was now sat resting my head on Shawn's shoulder explaining the argument with Katie (minus the part about me liking him) and I also explained everything that has happened with Nate in the past and Shawn just comforted me. I may have only met him a couple times and hung out with him twice but it feels like I've known him forever and I can just open up with him.
"So what do you think I should do? Shall I stay in the hotel or go home?" I asked him, we were laying along his bed, my head still on his shoulder, he sat quietly for a couple of seconds until he soon spoke up and said "I think you should go home, staying in a hotel and running from your problems will just make it worse, and if anything really bad happens just phone me and if necessary you can stay here for a bit, I'll help you through this Sia, I promise"
And that is what made my day and made me realise the reality, I have ups and downs, arguments with friends and fights with my boyfriend but at the end of the day all I need is someone who I can trust and spill my heart out to, and Shawn is that person.

A/N: Heyyy, so sorry I haven't updated in a while and also reallyyyy sorry that this is a short and really crappy chapter I just really wanted to update even though it's late when I'm writing this. I know I said this before but I will write a longer chapter to make up for the short ones I promise!! Xx