This isn't goodbye! [Yuri On Ice!!] (Victor X Yuri)

[LETTER 2]

Yuri,

The Europeans were great! Congratulations on getting 3rd place, it was great to be with you again... I didn't think you would say a word to me and i was right but at least it wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be.

I'm happy with Yurio's second place medal... I wouldn't mind him getting a gold but that wont be happening without us pushing him to improve. You know, I can hardly breathe when I'm around you. You and your wonderful eyes, you and your wonderful smile, your energy, your skill, just you.

This competition made me realise that I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid. Forever is a long time but I won't mind waiting for you. You, my love, are everything too me. You are everything. You've shown me so many things and I'm so thankful for that. Thank you. I wish to be by your side anytime you want, I'd fall anywhere with you as long as I'm by your side.

Training is going great by the way (not like you need to know) I'm getting up to my standard I was before I started coaching you according to Yakov. I'm glad you haven't changed your programme or theme, now thinking about it, you came and you took this heart and set it free. But sometimes I'm torn, to be right where you are or to go to be who I am again. I know what you decision was so I'm going to respect it.

You looked amazing as ever during Europeans. So much beauty and grace within your performance, Yurio had to pinch me gently because I thought I was dreaming.  Also, on the topic of Yurio, he hates you so much for 'ditching' us but I know now it was all for the greater good.

I still miss you so much Yuri, its weird not having you around the house with me... slowly I'm getting used to it but I'd do anything to be with you again.

From Your lover,
Victor Nikiforov
❤️❤️❤️

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SONG CHOSEN FOR THIS CHAPTER
I WOULDN'T MIND
BY HE IS WE

Merrily we fall
Out of line, out of line
I'd fall anywhere with you
I'm by your side

Swinging in the rain
Humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze

I'm not afraid, anymore
I'm not afraid

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side

Carefully we're placed for our destiny
You came and you took this heart, and set it free
Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are

I'm not afraid, anymore
I'm not afraid

Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can hardly breathe

Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all

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