Ethan Dolan Imagines

the call ❁

i diggs this one.

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ethan and i had decided to stay in tonight. we only had a limited number of days before he left for good. i was sad to say the least, when he left, he'd take a price of me with him. i don't think i was ready to lose myself.

"hey you," he pokes my nose.

i giggle. "what?"

"you were starring at me. im too sexy, right?" he smirks.

i roll my eyes. "if it helps you sleep at night," i shrug.

"hey!" he starts tickling me and i back away. he lunges for me and wraps me in his embrace. his body hovered over mine as we stared into each other's eyes.

"you're so goddamn beautiful, y/n," he brings his mouth down to mine and captures my mouth in a kiss. his lips mesh with mine as he shoves his tongue in my mouth. i cup the back of his head and pull at the hair at the nape of his neck. he groans in delight before pulling away and resting his forehead on mine.

"please don't leave me," i whimper. tears threatened to fall from my eyes. i had always tried to stay strong. for four months i kept a smile on my face, i smiled through the pain. i pretended to be happy when all i wanted to do was cry.

"princess," he sighs, "you know i don't want too," his voice cracks and his eyes fill with tears. "if i could stay with you forever, i would."

"i know," i turn my head away so i wouldn't meet his gaze.

"baby, look at me," i didn't turn. "please."

i turned my head to look at him and saw a tear leave his eye. i wish he didn't have to go through the pain he's going through. he's a good person, he doesn't deserve this. why does ethan have to leave?

"i love you, y/n. from the first day i saw you, i knew that you would be mine forever. you, y/n y/l/n, are a goddamn miracle. you can make my day brighten up with just your smile. when you laugh, you clear rainy days. you are everything good in this damned world. please, don't be sad when i leave. i don't want you in pain. i want you to be happy. be happy, baby."

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2 days later

it was currently three am in the morning when i got a call.

"hello?" i answered groggily. 

"y/n?" a feminine voice answers back.

i look at the caller id and see that it's lisa dolan. ethan's mom.

"y-yes?" i cough out.

"ethan was put in the icu as you know, but," she chokes up, "he died in his sleep. im sorry," she sobs into the phone.

i nodded to myself and hanged the phone up. i placed it on the bedside table and tucked my knees into my chest. i stared at the picture of ethan and i on our first date. we were smiling and we were happy.

that's all it took before i broke down. tears spilt from my eyes and i couldn't stop the loud cries erupting from my mouth. i lost him. the boy whom i loved with all my heart, the boy with cancer was the love of my life. he took a piece of me with him. i'd never be the same.