Ethan Dolan Imagines

the envelope iii ❁

im currently obsessed with hozier. he's so amazing.

and for the beautiful people who requested an imagine from me and never got it, im sorry! im no longer doing requests because this book is coming to an end, sadly.

but there will be a book two.

and i might also redo my rant book because why not?

☽♛☾

it had been months since you'd last seen ethan. you heard he was doing good now. him and grayson were getting bigger on youtube and they had millions of fans all over the world. you were happy for him when you passed the magazine section and saw his face on it. he was really doing something with his life.

you on the other hand tried to get better. everyday you felt the guilt of your actions and it only made you sink further and further. your college life was beginning to plummet and you got kicked out of your parents house.

you were a mess all because of that stupid envelope.

getting in your car, you drove to a secluded place where ethan would always bring you to get you alone. you sat on the empty bench and overlooked the city and the stars that towered over it.

"it's a little late don't you think?" the voice made you jump and let out a scream. "it's just me," the voice laughs.

"ethan?" you say when he gets into better lighting. "w-what are you doing here?"

he stuffs his hands in his pocket and rocks on his heels. "i could ask you the same thing, y/n."
you feel yourself nod and inch to your car. "you don't have to leave."

"i think it's better if i do," you state and unlock your car.

"you were always good at that," the sentence made you stop and you turned to look at him with sadness in your eyes. "no matter how much i wanted you to stay, you left."

"im sorry," you whisper. "im so sorry."

"no," he laughs. "i should be the one who's sorry. after all these months and im still hopelessly in love with you. every time im out, i feel like i see you everywhere. you may have been gone but you were always with me, y/n."

you shake your head. "we're toxic, ethan. this isn't going to work out."

he nods with hurt showing in his facial features. "right. safe travels, y/n." he kicks the dirt and you get in your car slowly before his voice startles you. "f.uck it."

he runs up to you and grips your waist before kisses you. you instantly wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him back with even more intensity.

he pulls back first with a goofy smile. "gosh, i missed that so much."

"yeah," you agree breathlessly. "me too."