Ethan Dolan Imagines

not real ❁

this is by far the saddest thing i've ever written.

italics: you
normal: ethan

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"we weren't the best couple."

"i did all that i could. i gave this relationship my all. through thick and thin i was there. i was there when nobody else was. that has to count for something, right?"

"of course it does. it counts."

"then why do you have to do this? why would you tell them to do this to you?"

"im in pain, ethan. this is the only way i can be happy."

"are you not happy with me?"

"yes, very happy."

"then why do you have to go? why can't you stay and fight? fight for me, y/n."

"ethan. im doing everything in power to fight. im too weak, i can't fight anymore. it beat me, im so sorry."

"no, no! this isn't happening. im not losing you, dammit! you're all i have! you're the reason for everything i've done. how am i supposed to live without you?"

"you have to find a way."

"i don't want to find a way. there is no me without you."

"live for me, then."

"..."

"please."

"im gonna miss you so much, y/n. i'll miss your laugh and your cute smile. i'll miss your voice and the way you said you loved me. i'll miss your horrible singing and the way you were so obsessed with books. i'll miss the way you would explain book characters to me as if they were your actual friends, just everything. im already missing you."

"i lov-"

"no, please don't. don't make it harder."

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"i love you, y/n. more than you'll ever know."

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"oh no. what have i done? y/n, wake up. y/n, wake up! please!"

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"no. no. please, don't be real. y/n!"

"..."

"no."