I'm lying to you
In most things I do
I cry when I'm alone
But forced to change my tone
In public I can't help
I really hate myself
I'm always afraid
That you would never stay
I'm too awful to myself
To hurt anyone else
My eyes well up with tears
I hold back all my fears
My thoughts are just dead dreams
What's happening to me?
No one understands
Maybe they don't care like I can
Going through the phases
Repeating the same phrases
I miss you when you're gone
My dreams lead me on
Please don't let me go
I'm afraid more than you know
What am I to do
In a world without you?
