Maybe I was meant to be
Maybe life was meant to flee
Perhaps I just want to die
Perhaps it's simple desire to fly
Is it not the way it ends
Is it not what starts again
For what will make me feel new
For what will it take to kill you
What if I let myself go
What if I went where no one knows
How do they feel about me now
How do I live with guilt and broken vow
Why do these visions pop into my head
Why do I never wish to leave my death bed
I guess it's okay I want to be buried
I guess it's okay if it's before I am married
Who's going to be there at my funeral reception
Who's going to love me in light of depression
When will I know I've found the truth
When will I know I got through to you