Self Portrait

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.                     Help me hel
                   Please stay plea
                I don't like this no
                   this is not okay
                      I'm a failure
                         Stressed
    No good Evil I'm no good Ugly too ugly
Heart Pain panic help me I don't want to
Don't   leave me here I can't even   breathe
  Why  Waste I'm so empty and sad   Why
  Cry     Does god love me wake up    Anger
Regret.   Ugh I feel so alone I'm        Sorry
Scared.   All I want is to be safe.      Please
   Help.     Let me love you I'm          Ugh
  Alone.    Happy why can't I be        AH
   WHY      can anyone hear me         Die
Ahhhh     Am I good enough for        You
  Why  I don't believe I'll ever leave  Ugh
    No  I don't deserve the love I give  NO
           Nothing's the  same  since  he
           Why did they choose me I ne
          I Regret regret    Bad choices bad
          She raped me     Why can't I leave
            I want to go        Home let go I
          Go please help     Get help plea
          I'll never go to    Heaven now ugh
            I want to die        They'll never lo
             Not worthy          Not worthy
             Slut whore           Trash scum
              Weird  so             Objects. Sex
              Crazy craz             Weird odd
               "Funny"                 Unworthy
                 Whore                   Prude shy
               "You're too  Shy take your Clothes
       off girl        Take your clothes off don't
       be afraid " Prideful bitch    "You'd do it if
   you                    Don't you
     loved me.                             Want to stay out
    Of trouble?  Then do what I say. Glass breaking. Screaming screaming please
  Please          Tell me you          Love me
Please        Tell me the truth    Don't lie
Please        Don't hurt me       Again

                  

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