Remember [C.J.L]: Book 3 {ON HOLD}

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Maylëa POV

"If you could have a pet, what kind would it be?" Jacob asked.

"A golden retriever cause they are so cute!" I exclaimed.

"Do you remember having one?" He asked.

"Not really, but if I do get one, I want to name him Jax," I sighed happily. So lately, I've been hanging out with Jacob a lot. I don't know why I've been, but it's just that-I like-it's hard to explain.

"Well, what if I told you, before you lost your memory, you had a golden retriever named Jax?" Jacob asked.

"REALLY?! ROLF JACOB SARTORIUS DON'T YOU DARE LIE TO ME!" I exclaimed, scolding him as well.

"Nope, no lies here," he answered, amused.

"Can I meet him?! Again?!" I begged.

"Sure but, you have to talk to Carson- ugh, I can barely get a word out of him, no matter how many times I try to talk to him, he shuts me out like, "EXCUSE ME, LAST TIME I CHECKED THIS WASN'T FROZEN!!" I sighed, frustrated.

"Do you want me to talk to him for you?" Jacob asked.

"That might work, meeting Jax might help my memory improve possibly," I said.

(Or just because I love dogs😏😂)

"I'll see what I can do," he smiles.

"Jacob, honestly I just want to thank you so much for everything you've been trying to help me with," I smiled, not making any eye contact.

"No problem, I just want to help you through this tough time your going through just like how you always helped me, no deserves to do this alone," he said. I can feel my cheeks lightly heating up and cover it up with my hair.

"Maë, can I tell you something?" Jacob asked nervously.

"O-of course!" I stuttered, looking up.

"So this is something I've been meaning to tell you for a while but I really haven't had the courage to say this but, Maë I like—Hey guys! Didn't expect to see you here! Look who's here as well!" Loren interrupted, coming out of no where. I look to see Carson standing there awkwardly.

"Hey Carson?" I said.

"Hey—are for horses," I chuckled.

"Then why do you get to say it?" Carson questioned me.

"Cause I can," I smirked. He playfully rolled his eyes at me, shoving his hands inside his pockets.

"What were you guys talking about?" Loren asked, pulling up a chair in between Jacob and I.

"Uhh, we were just talking about a dog I had named Jax!" I said quickly, blushing.

"CARSON, WHY DON'T YOU TAKE MAË TO MEET JAX?!" Loren shouted.

"S-sure, I guess," he stuttered.

"Maybe I should come along—Nope! Carson, you got this all covered. Make sure to bring her back later!" Loren exclaimed, interrupting Jacob.

"Jacob, sorry to cut this short, next time we'll finish what we were talking about," I winked at him, walking off with Carson.

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"How did I ever get Jax?" I asked Carson. We were at his apartment, sitting on his couch, with Jax in my lap.

"We adopted him together, it was a late Christmas present sorta, I felt bad that you were alone most the time since your adopted parents were gone most the time," Carson explained.

"When we were—No, you were with Hunter that time, we didn't get together till 6 years ago, then," he trailed off, looking away. I signaled Jax to get off and I scooted closer to Carson, laying my head on his shoulder. I could feel him tense up but soon ease.

"I don't remember we ever broke up," I sighed.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Even though you always shut me out, when I look into your eyes, you're a sweet, happy, talented person. I understand that it sounds cheesy and such, but it's the truth, you give me this type of feelings where I can't be without you," I explained, blushing.

"Maë, I miss you so much, even if you don't remember me, I love you and I want you back, I don't care if your mad at me for the rest of your life I just want you back," Carson said.

"Carson, I honestly want to return those feelings but right now I can't, I actually like someone else right now, I hope that we can still be friends though," I say nervously.

"Yeah, just since you were being honest I wanted to as well, sure we can just be friends," he said, smiling weakly. We hung out for about an hour and then drove me back. We said our goodbyes and I walked in to mine and Loren's apartment.
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Surprised that I updated a chapter? I am...😮😶

So after a few days of thinking, I made a promise to myself that I have to update to make you guys happy. There might be some days where I just can't update for a while or one chapter I might just break down due to the plot of a chapter. I started Wattpad to make other people happy with my writing and that's what I'm gonna do. I hope that you can respect that I won't always be active but I'll make sure to update once in a while. Thank you for all the love I've been getting, hearing hat you guys are always there for me when I wanna talk makes me really glad. I'm also there 25/8 if you wanna talk, just Pm me and I'll try to get back to you asap.💜💜

Hasta Luego mis ducks! 👋🐥

(I'm terrible at Spanish so sorry😂)

~Mia🐥💜