Remember [C.J.L]: Book 3 {ON HOLD}

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Song| Lay Me Down
By| Sam Smith

Carson POV

"Name?" The nurse asked.

"Zach Clayton"

"Loren Beech,"

"Carson Lueders,"

"Who are you here for?" She asked.

"WE'RE HERE TO SEE LUNA-MAË CLAYTON!!! IS SHE OK?!" Zach cried. The nurse typed some stuff into her computer and clicked on something.

"She was just brought in about 2 hours ago, when she was hit by the car, she was lucky enough to not have anything broken, but she hit here head very hard against the road and was in critical condition, we were able to get her into stable condition and so far she's doing well, just in a coma" the nurse explains.

"Will she wake up soon?!" Zach asked.

"That's the things with comas, we don't know if or when someone will wake up," she says.

"What's her room number?!" Loren asked frantically.

"Room 411," the nurse said and we ran off to find Maë's room. We get to the door and I just froze.

"Carson, aren't you gonna go in?" Loren asked.

"I-I can't," I sighed.

"Zach you can go in first, I'm gonna talk to Carson first," she said, Zach nodded and walked in, closing the door behind him.

"Carson, what's up with you?" Loren asked, sitting down next to me.

"I just can't go in there, it's my fault that's she's in here in this condition," I said, covering my face with my hands.

"No it's not, it's no ones fault, the driver didn't see her, she's gonna be ok, Maë will wake up soon," she said, placing a hand on my shoulder.

"AND IF SHE DOESNT?! WHAT IF SHE NEVER WAKES UP? WHAT IF SHE'S DEAD BY NOW?! HUH, I DIDN'T MAKE IT THERE IN TIME, I DIDN'T KEEP MY PROMISE TO HER, NOW MAË MIGHT NOT MAKE IT AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT!" I yelled.

"Do you want a hug?" Loren whispered. I just accepted it and hugged her, crying on her shoulder. Loren rubs my back in circles as I cry. Soon Zach comes out, in tears, Loren pulled him in for a hug and just sat there in silence.
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This whole week, I haven't been to classes, work, or any because I want to be here when Maë wakes up. I haven't slept or eaten at all. Loren always ask me if I wanted anything but, I tell her that I can't sleep or eat till Maë's awake since it just doesn't feel right. Everyone's been worried about me and my condition, but I don't care, I'm more worried about Maë. I know that we said somethings, but I didn't mean them. I just wish that it was me that got hit by the car. Maë's supporters are sad and upset about the news, but she's lucky to have supporters that wish her the best and hope she wakes up.

"Maë, I know that you can hear me and I just want to say this, I love you so much and I miss you, i miss your bright smiles everyday, the sarcastic remakes you make, the funny faces you make cause you can't be serious, how you always find a way to make situations better. I miss holding you in my arms, how you always supported me, I miss kissing you and how you would always blush and yell,"No I'm too young for cooties!" I need you in my life, please wake up, I'm a mess without you here, I didn't mean anything I yelled that night, I love you and will never stop," I whispered, brushing away a strand of hair that was on her face.

(^Play Song^)

Carson:
Yes, I do, I believe
That one day I will be
Where I was right there
Right next to you