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ㅤㅤit's been a year since my bestfriend went overseas.
i tried to reconnect with her through social medias but she wouldn't say anything and just block me instead. why did she do that? i often ask myself. is it because she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore? or she feels like i'm just bothering her when she's already living well?
"stalking mode on," i uttered.
i clicked her old profile on instagram and saw that she deleted all her posts. we had selcas on this account before. sighing to myself, i created a new account for the nth time without putting my real identity and added her since i still badly want to get in touch to her, but she cancelled my request. was she being cautious? i sighed once again, it's really hard to take that we don't have any communications at all. i feel really miserable.
"yo man, what's with that face?" my friend, yoongi, asked. he sat on the couch next to me as he stretches his arms.
"my face is still handsome as always, nothing new," i mumbled and placed my phone on the table.
i felt a sharp of pain on my head, i let out a groan. "what was that for?" yoongi just hit me with his knuckle.
"i'm asking you seriously bitch. you look like you're gonna burst in tears in any minute. is this about the girl again?"
"am i that obvious?" i questioned.
"unfortunately, yes." he answered and frowned at me. "hey, i was just wondering, why can't you just move on? a lot of girls likes you." i stayed silent as he continues, "why don't you just pick one, or maybe two and be fucking happy right?"
this time, i shook my head repeatedly. "no one could erase her on my heart, man. if it's not her, i will never be happy."
he sighed as he grabbed the junk food on the table and starts to eat. "well, you have a point there." he paused, "daaamn. love is so fucking ugly. it's complicated and nothing but full of sadness."
"you talk like you have experience." i laughed and grabbed a junk food too.
"just stating what i've noticed to you man." he chuckled, "tbh because of you i'm actually this close on not believing in love, do you know how much i pray every day 'cause i don't want to be hopeless as you? dang."
i narrowed my eyes, "bitch."
both of us just continue to eat our food and watched a tv show. it was a game show and the hosts are two of the best comedians in seoul but i couldn't seem to laugh.
yoongi probably noticed it because he stopped to laugh and look at my direction. "you gotdamn fuck."
"what?" i asked.
"your house is as gloomy as you. do you know that?" he scoffed.
"i'm just really sad."
"i already know that, man." he taps my shoulder and whisper, "anyway, i think i'll be able to help you soon."
it's like a cold water was thrown at me that made me feel the energy flowing back into my whole self. my eyes widened in excitement and a bit of shock. "really?"
"ha! i knew you're going to react like this!" he stifled a laugh. "hopeless bitch."
i groaned, "i hate you. you made me hope for nothing."
"no, you love me. being lovable is in my dna." he joked and suddenly pull a serious face, "but, what i said was half meant. i'll give my very best just to help you homeboy."
"woah, thanks, man." i smiled at him, "i really hope you will finish it as soon as possible."
"i hope so too, my pal and i has been working on it for ten months, we have consumed a lot of time to it, we will never let it just go to waste."
i nodded and gave him a thumbs up. "that's great. please work harder."
"uh? hello? you don't have to tell on me." he narrowed his eyes, "i already know that myself."
"woah, i forgot that you're a conceited professional scientist that always ace his experiments."
"how could you even forget that, you gloomy jobless man." he retorted back and chuckled.
i just smiled. once they finished it everything would be okay again, joohyun.
"alright, let's continue the show now and be happy," he said and make the tv's volume louder. "especially you, try to forget that feelings for a moment and let yourself relax."
"didn't know you have this kind of personality," i teased him and he glared at me. "thank you man."
