Chapter 2: Where is she?!
Haydon’s P.O.V.
I drove away from her house with a slightly awkward feeling, something had been off and I was sure it had nothing to do with her SAT’s, she had always been a bit distant, she was scared of overworking herself and with that injuring her donor heart, and I respected that, but today, she had seemed far away, sometimes her eyes had been full of tears and her smiles never reached her eyes. I had to fight against the urge to go back and take her in my arms, I wanted her to confine in me, trust me, but I knew I couldn’t make her, there was a part of her that always seemed distant, a part of her that didn’t want me near. I feared it was the donor heart, it was the only part of her that wasn’t truly my mate’s, it had belonged to another. Had possibly loved another.
Every day I fought the fear of her heart convincing her we shouldn’t be together, she was my mate, but her heart and mind seemed two completely different people.
I stopped my car at the side of the road, I knew I shouldn’t be driving when I was upset. I sat down on the hood and looked at the deserted roads. The only thinbg passing me was a cab, I looked at it as it passed me. In it sat a woman with hair like Alwyn’s. Oh how I loved her beautiful red hair, her stormy blue eyes and slight freckles. The cab disappeared out of my sight but I kept looking at the direction it had gone to, I then turned my head to where I had come from. should I go back? Sneak through her window and just hold her?
She wouldn’t want me to.
I got back into my car and drove home where I was greeted by my pack. They had been waiting for me. I had planned to propose to Alwyn tonight, but because she had seemed so distant, I hadn’t dared to do so, the ring felt like a heavy weight in my pocket. I reached in to take it but apart from a ring, I also pulled out a necklace. Alwyn’s necklace.
‘For My Angel Alwyn, From Haydon’ unmistakably mine. I stared at it, many feelings rushed through me, sadness, confusion, wonder, pain and love. Why had it been in my pocket? Had she put it there? Why? I felt myself shake and ran out the door. I changed midair, leaving the necklace and my clothes –in shreds- on the porch. I ran the 10 miles to her house and howled. The light in her bedroom was on, she was home. I walked towards the house and listened. I heard soft sobs and whispers but I couldn’t make out what they were saying. There was one thing I knew for sure, Alwyn wasn’t there. I ran to the front, her car, her so beloved car was in the driveway. I was now sure there had been nothing wrong with the car.
There was something wrong with Alwyn.
I ran back home and changed as I stormed though the door –which I broke into pieces while doing so- I ran to my room, naked as the day I was born, and searched for my phone. I pressed 1 which caused the phone to call Alwyn instantly. My hands were shaking as the phone rang.
“The number you have called does not exist please dial another number.” I threw the phone out of the window.
“No, no no no, NO! this cannot be, I was just with her whe-“ I suddenly remembered the cab, the woman with the red hair.
I had seen her go and hadn’t realized it had been her, I had let her go. I screamed with anger, I threw my desk chair through my room, I smashed everything I could find, but while doing so, made sure no memories of Alwyn were damaged.
“Alwyn, Alwyn, Alwyn…” I cried as I sank to my knees.
My mate was gone.
I didn’t know how much time had passed since I had found the necklace, but it must have been a long time, because when my mother came to my room to bring me some food, the sun was already rising.
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The Heart Of His Beloved
Loup-garouAfter hearing some dreadful news Alwyn has to leave everything behind. Her school, her friends, and even her mate. Her beloved boyfriend can't accept the fact that she left without saying anything and goes on a frantic search only to find out that b...