This is where i open up for what and who i really am, and how i really feel. And if you just come here, to shame me for being honest about myself n' shit.. Kindly leave, and i don't mean for any of this to get too personal or too depressing; But, i...
Yes, Assuming makes an Ass out of you and especially me. But, I have a problem where if people go too long without talking or anything. I assume I've done something wrong, and usually i begin to panic. Because i know there's someone behind that screen and i know it could be something I've said before. Or maybe i brought an Uncomfortable topic onto the table, I never know. So usually i spam apologies and talk about how sorry and how everything will be fine. But what if it never turns out fine? That's what i like about being online and writing books, i know that the people behind the screen somewhat but not to a personal level. And honestly, I'm more socially awkward than most people think. I stutter and my voice cracks when i talk to people face to face, and sometimes its fine when I'm on Discord or Skype (And yes, i have those) Being called 'Edgy' and being told what i do online is shamed upon in real life, Being on Wattpad I'm shamed by my own friends. At this point, i cant have friends. Nor comrades i just become that lonely person in real life that has Parrots. And people in real life describe me in the worst ways possible. Like I'm a complete alien to them, reason I've adapted this sexual and somewhat how people find 'funny' behavior is mainly due to how they see me. So i live up to their expectations. Or try to. Assuming though, its something normal for me. And i constantly assume so please.. don't hate me.. don't be annoyed if i assume.. Its a huge problem i have.
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