seoul | v.k

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i enjoy our talks

but it's only you speaking

but didn't you just speak?

..true...

it's your turn to talk

..what?

you know my darkest secrets

yes

so what's yours?

i'm an orphan

that makes two of us

i'm a boy

i like boys

i live in seoul

i can hear you

we have more in common than i would have guessed

i've been mute for years

i haven't spoken since i lost my family

why?

i used to be loud

i used to be happy

i could talk for hours

but then there was an accident

what kind of accident?

me & my family were on our way home from our vacation house

we were filthy rich

a happy family

a beautiful family

does that mean you're rich?

no

on our drive,

we slid off the road

spun down a cliff

no one could find us for days

when we were found my whole family was gone

my brothers

my sister

my parents

all gone

i was the only one who survived

..that's awful

i screamed for days

i screamed for help

i watched each one of them die

i watched them cry for each other

no matter how hard i yelled

no matter how many times i prayed they would stay alive

no one came until i was the last one left

i was traumtized

i havent spoken since

how long ago was that

8 years ago

i lived with my aunt

she took my inherence money & ran away

now i live in a shitty apartment

alone

in the city of seoul

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LETMELOVEU - nihilan

& it begins