seoul | v.k

xii

how long will i have to wait for the spring days to come back?

it's autumn

i miss the spring

it washes away the sadness of the cold winter

the lifeless trees bloom again

the sun smiles & her rays hug the earth

as if she's trying to say

"thank you for being so strong"

"it's okay now"

why are you always so poetic?

when you live in misery, everything becomes more precious.

...

it's a coping mechanism.

oh..

is being mute a way to cope?

with the trauma?

i guess

it just kind of happened in result

i wouldn't say i do it to get through

more like i do it as punishment for not being able to do anything

isn't that a little harsh?

no

not really

it gives me peace of mind

that day i promised to save my voice for when i really needed to use it

do you believe that..

if you screamed louder

someone would have found you?

& your family would have been saved?

...

i'm sorry

don't be

where are you?

home

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