The Golden Three

Chapter 8.1*

Chapter 8.1

I wake up alone after my quick nap. Cam or Paul are no where in sight. It would have been nice to have some more time with them. Things can be crazy with all that is going on and them running a mixed pack just adds to the craziness. I don't expect them to be by my side all the time but I could have used a few more minutes with them. I'm a big girl though and I will be fine.

After my shower I decide to dress in something that covers up most of my skin. I don't know what exactly triggers my siren to come out but if I can help with it not happening and not harming the males in my pack I will do so.

I'm don't even know where this siren species comes from. My family doesn't even have any hybrids so this new species has to because of the babies. I need to ask my father maybe there is something and he just didn't tell me. If I could actually link with him that is. I need him to answer me for that to happen and I haven't been able to get through to him.

I need to learn how to control this new part of me, use it properly. I can't ignore that I feel different because I do. I don't know what it is. Will she get along with Nieve? Will she be anything like me? It's all very confusing and draining to think about.

I need to relax and stop stressing about everything so much. Only a few things can keep me calm so I let my feet take me there. As soon as I open the nursery door a chorus of baby talk starts. The small giggles from their lips make me forget all that is going on and focus on them.

I open up the windows to let in some fresh air before greeting Killian first who is bouncing up in down is his crib. I take him out and hold him tight to my chest. "Did you miss your mama?" I coo.

He responds by grabbing my face and leaving wet kisses all over my face. More like drools all over me. I wipe it away. "I take that as a yes." I say.

His bright green eyes remind me so much of Paul's even though he is genetically Cam's. Not that any of that really matters because they treat each of them as their own.

His small smile never leaves his chubby cheeks. He gets fussy after me just staring at him so I let him down. He doesn't like to be held for too long. I sit him down on the carpet and he rolls and stands up using the cribs to walk. I notice he is wearing a long sleeve button shirt and a pair of jeans. something that Cam would put on him.

Next is Cesare who is laying on his back waiting for me. His eyes widen and his dimples pop once he notices me. He has the most adorable hazel eyes that are more green then brown. He immediately starts taking to me when I pick him up. I can't hear any words clearly.

"Oh Ces, I wish I knew what you are trying to tell me." I say to him.

It might be too early but I decide to link with him and see if I can make out any words. His thoughts are everywhere but I can understand what he wants from me. From what I got from his mind he was trying to tell me about playtime with his fathers and siblings. He wants me to put him down so he can practice walking with his brother.

"You want me to put you down huh?" I ask and he makes this scream giggle noise happy that I can understand him.

I do so and he instantly follows Killian who is already using the wall to walk along with. He seems very determined to learn to walk today usually he would stop at Mia's crib and crawl around.

Watching Cesare follow his brother I can see he is wearing the same simple outfit as Killian. I roll my eyes. I'm going to have to have a talk with Cam about putting black on them.

Last but not least is Mia. She is wide awake in her crib but she is quiet. Her blonde hair is in a sloppy ponytail with a dark blue bow. I fix it up a bit before picking her up.