forget (joshler)

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tyler: hey, is this josh?
josh: that would be me xx
tyler: oh
tyler: hi
josh: how's ur day been?
tyler: ok i guess. hbu?
josh: better now ;)
josh: wanna play 20 questions?x
tyler: not if it's in the fuckboy way no
josh: i'm offended!
josh: and no not that way.
josh: yet ;))
tyler: ok. what's your favourite colour?
josh: that's a lame question. blue. what's your favourite animal?
tyler: that's a lame question too. but cats i guess. why did u say hi to me on the subway?
josh: cause ur cute. why do you get nervous around me?

i found myself blushing furiously for many reasons. josh thought i was cute. he also knew that i got nervous around him which means i did a shittier job than i thought at hiding it. i mean what could i say, he looked like a god. it's not like i could help but be nervous that i would be caught staring at him.

tyler: maybe i'm nervous cause you make me nervous.
josh: why's that
tyler: maybe i think you're cute too
sent

oh good god. you did not just send that tyler. who do you think you are.

josh: glad to know the feeling's mutual ;)
tyler: i literally know nothing about you i don't know what i'm saying, i'm sorry.
josh: ur cute when ur nervous
tyler: i'm nervous 24/7
josh: you're cute 24/7
tyler: stop that
josh: stop what ;)
tyler: fLiRtInG
josh: but it's so fun

i was beyond flustered at this point. i never acted like this with guys. i never acted like this with anybody. something about him made me want to know more about him.

tyler: i don't even know you
josh: i can change that x
tyler: what if you're an ax murderer
josh: a what?
tyler: an ax murderer.
josh: i'm certainly not an ax murderer ty
tyler: i don't even know your last name and now you've given me a nickname?
josh: yeah. i think it's cute. and it's dun btw
tyler: mines joseph. i mean not that you asked or anything. just saying
josh: i think you're very cute tyler joseph
tyler: i think you are very strange josh dun

i hope this doesn't suck as much as i think it does