forget (joshler)

eight

my boyfriend almost caught me writing this oh my gOD

shit.
he definitely saw me.
saw us.
i don't really know why i cared.
i shouldn't care if he sees me with a friend.
but i do.
"hello? earth to tyler?" jenna said, with a smile.
i realized that i had been zoning out and i re focused on the girl in front of me.
by the time i peered up from our conversation he was nowhere to be found.
jenna and i left the restaurant and she offered to walk me home. i enjoyed catching up with my old friend and hearing about all the things i had been missing back home.
"and oh my gosh tyler, you remember gary? he bought chickens. in the middle of the suburbs. can you believe him?" she laughed. i laughed along, and it didn't feel forced. it felt so natural when i was with jenna.

"it was nice catching up jen, do you want to go to starbucks tomorrow or something?" i asked
her.
"that sounds great tyler." she said with a smile.
i closed the door behind her as she left and then proceeded to slump down on my couch. i whipped out my phone to see i had three new messages.

josh: tyler
josh: who is she?
josh: tylerrrrrr

i sighed as i saw his messages sent over an hour ago. i quickly typed out a response.

tyler: why do you care? it's none of your business.

i sighed as i waited for him to respond, idly flipping through the channels on my tv. my phone buzzed.

josh: ow rude.
josh: but seriously who was she?
tyler: a friend.
josh: oh
tyler: problem?
josh: i want to be your friend.
tyler: friends don't kiss friends.
josh: ok fair enough i'm sorry for that. can we start over?
tyler: maybe.
josh: what if i take you for food tomorrow :)
tyler: can't, i'm going for food with jenna.
josh: ... ok
tyler: jealous much?
josh: oh shut it tyler. and for the record, you kissed me back.

with that i slammed down my phone into the couch. i couldn't take his stubbornness and he was just so - ugh. i didn't really want to deal with the headache that was associated with josh right now, so i chose to do something fun. and by fun i meant vodka.

several mixed drinks later i found myself on the couch, giggling at some program i found on tv. i wasn't really sure what it was, everything was a little fuzzy right now. my phone buzzed in my pocket and i fumbled to get it out.

josh: hey tyler just wanted to say goodnight
tyler: grmd nidgh jersh
josh: are you drunk?
tyler: ner
josh: surrrreee.
tyler: jrsj o think u shud come over
josh: i think you should go to bed.
tyler: no cdome over
josh: i'm coming over but only because i'm worried you're going to do something stupid.
tyler: ysaaay!!

i felt happy. josh was coming over. wait no i shouldn't be happy. stupid cotton candy head boy. stupid hot boy. stupid kissy boy. there was a knock at the door. i opened it up and there was josh, pink hair and all.
"hello jish." i said, laughing at my slurring.
"tyler you smell horrible." he said wrinkling his nose.
"hey, you're mean." i said, pouting at him.
"oh boy." he said. stepping inside.

josh pov (o shit waddup)

tyler was shitfaced to put it nicely.
he dragged me by my wrist and we went and sat down together on the couch.
"jooosh?" he said, drawing out the 'o' sound. "yes ty?" i said in response.
"i think you're very attractive." he said, putting his hand on my face.
i could feel my cheeks flame red.
this could be an interesting night.

i got 90 on my ap psych exam fuck yes.
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