Im The Girl Next Door

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▪▫▫▫▫▫▫ KRIS POV ▫▫▫▫▫▫▪

My Christmas was Turing out to be horrible after I put out Ashely golddigger ass, I just sat there with my clothes off naked in the living room drinking shot after shot, screaming cursing, yelling throwing shit, this nasty habit of pulling my own hair, just angry.

I didn't know what else to do. Do I really kill this bitches for doing what they did to my baby who don't even remember she's my fucking baby. I just started talking to myself

"What would my father say if he fucking saw me like this?" I threw my glass at the TV

"Can you hear my pop, I'm dying down here without you" I screamed out

"How am I supposed to handle this, I can't take this pain, I never felt this pain since you left me" I fell on my knees crying

"Help me please pop, I need you right know just show me what to do PLEASE" I just cried on the floor naked

I felt myself becoming less angry and more brokenhearted. A pain was growing in my chest that was to I familiar from when my father and brother was taken from me. I can't do this, anyone please help me.

I'm crying on the floor, drunk can't even see straight nor can I even walk to get up to go to bed. All I know is my eyes hurt, it's hella dark outside and I'm freezing, but I can't literally can't move I'm so weak and I'm drunk as fuck. All I here is someone banging on me door over and over

Knock knock knock BANG BANG

Knock knock BANG BANG knock

'Your strong baby girl' my pops voice in my head

I managed with all the strength I had left in me to barely crawl to my front door just to open it a little so who ever was out there could help me or kill me

"Kris? " I recognize that voice anywhere

"H-here" I spoke from behind the door

"Oh my gosh, baby are you okay, what happened" ash said slamming the door shut

'Did she just call me baby' I thought to myself

"Answer me Kristina are you okay?" She tapped my leg

"N-no" I barely got out

"Jesus why are you naked and you a fucking freezing" ash said covering me with her body heat holding me

"W-why are you here a-a-ash" I was outta breath

"I remember you! I remember you! I remember I love I'm in love with you Kris" she held me tighter

The pain in my heart instancly went away with her words, the pleasure I was feeling in my heart now was in imaginable.

"I am so sorry, I didn't even try hard enough to remember, I didn't wanna believe it, I was scared of this baby, but I remember everything from the first time I met you to the last time I seen your face that day it all happened" I felt her tears hit my forehead

"I-i.... Ash cut me off

"Shhhh, let me help you baby" she picked me up and carried me to my room

I could hear doing something but I wasn't sure, right now I wasn't sure of anything at this point I was so drunk. She placed me on the bed sitting up naked and went and turned the shower on and came back and put me in the shower. The way her body felt she was still fully clothed when she got in the shower holding me up. After a few minutes of letting the water run on me, she dried me off and laid me in the bed and she went back in the bathroom. She came back and cut all the lights off and got in bed with me and just pulled me close to her from behind. I could tell he had taken wet clothes off and had on just a shirt.

She just laid there holding me so tightly, I never wanted her to let me go ever again. I couldn't even tell if I was dreaming or not but right now this is all I need.

"T-hank you for listening pop" I closed my eyes

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I can't believe I found her like this, this is all my fault, she is drunk beyond words, she's but naked, freezing cold and can't even speak. I did this to her, I broke her heart, I never want her to ever feel that, ever. I just wanted her to know that I'm here and I'm sorry, I never meant for any of this to even happen to her. She's my baby and I love her so much words cannot describe how I feel about her.

I finally got Kris in bed after her shower I gave her, I was now soaking wet from holding her up, I laid her in bed dry since she like sleeping naked, and I went back in the to put on one of her shirts again. I got out and I turned off all her lights and got in bed and just pulled her as close as I could, she just mumble something

"Thanks for listening pop" I felt her take a deep breath and she was sleep

For the next couple of hours I tried to sleep but Kris was having night terrors or something because every so often she would start screaming and yelling. I finally did get some sleep and she started again

"Why did this have to happen to me pop" she cried in her sleep

"Baby , I'm right here" I said wiping her tear drop away

"How am I supposed to move on" she struggled out my arms, she's full blown talking in her sleep she's ever done this

"POP! Please help me" she screamed and shook

"It's okay baby let it out" I just re grabbed her and held her even tighter

After a while she finally stop and sank in my arms fully and was in a deep sleep again. I didn't even fall back to sleep until I heard her regularly small pig snores, which I thought was so cute. She had a small tear and a smile come across her face as I help her. I just knew she knew I was really here for her.

I finally didn't go back to sleep, for a couple hours but I was woken up by a loud alarm going off. I found the alarm on Kris phone and the time reads 3:45 am. Why in the hell would she need an alarm at this time on a damn Sunday morning. I dismissed it, and tired to go back to sleep but I couldn't even fathem the idea, I just went downstairs and went in the living room and cleaned up the broken glass I seen.

"She has to stop drinking" I said picking out the glass from the carpet, cutting my finger a little

"Shit, that fucking burns like hell" i yelled

I cleaned up the glass and cleaned my finger and wrapped it up and went to make a sandwich, I was starving actually. So, I made a turkey, ham and Swiss , with pickles tomatoes, lettuce, and a little mayo, with rye marble bread Lord it was gonna be good. I went in the living room and sat on the couch and turned the TV on watching family Guy. Kris favorite show to watch, I ended up having to go back to the bathroom free taking a few bites

😍Feedback Time❤

Was this all just a dream with Kris and Ash?

Why is she having night terrors and talking about her pops now?

Kris drinking is out of hand?

Ash really remembers everything?

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