53 | Positive Things

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I couldn't even fucking sleep ! I turned over to check the click on the TV and it said 11:31 pm, I only been laying down for ten minutes felt like years! I know I fucked up! I know I told myself over and over! I justed need one person and that's Kris!

I don't even get dressed I just out my slide on , I'm already wearing my sports bra and shorts it's kinda hot out tonight aways! I make my way over to think what am I going to say! What should I even say! What if she don't even open the fucking door for me! What if she ain't even there! I pulled up and her car is there! Her house is pitch black! So I rung the. Door bell

Ding dong dong ding

She opens the door, but quickly disappeares.

"Baby?" I call out to see where she went

'okay' Kristina?" I said closing the front door

"Stop calling me that?" She responded from the stairs with no clothes on, moonlight just shinning on her

"Baby, or Kri...." She got up

"Both" she said standing at the top of the stairs

"Why all the lights out?" I asked

"Why you care!" She sat back down

"Baby please" I walked over the the bottom of the stairs

" I just asked you not to call me that" she said

"No! Your my baby!" I said walking up the stairs

"Whatever, she got up and walked to her room

"Kris, just PLEASE" I hugged her from behind

"Ash just let me go please" she politely asked

"No" I held her tighter feeling her chest rise up and down

"Just stop Ashlandra!" She pried my hands off her and went into the bathroom, I just wait on the bed

"I'm going to sleep, let ya self out when you please"  she leaned down and the moonlight hit her face

"Kris" I touched her cheek

"Do not touch me again" she demanded

"Please, Kris look I don't know what happened " I grabbed her arm

"Look I TOLD YOU NOT TO FUCKING TOUCH ME ONCE! YIU ALREADY FUCKING HIT ME IN MY FACE MORE THAN TWICE! YOU NOT DOING THAT SHIT AGAIN" Kris screamed at me

"Fuck I'm trying to say I'm fucking sorry" I grabbed her naked body into a hug

"Ash let me the fuck go before I beat the shit outta you! " She tried to get away

"One you know your not going to do that period, two I fucking love you, three I feel like shit I should have never hit you!" I held her tighter

"Ash, just fucking leave" she managed to say while pushing me off of her

"No" I sat on the bed

"Fine I'll leave" Kris started to out clothes on

"So this is how it's going to be all the times, I have forgave you, you just wanna be over like that?" I asked standing upright, she didn't say anything

"Okay, Kris this your palace! I'll leave!" I walked out

All I wanted to do was make it up to her, I didn't meant to hurt her at all! Like I loved her so much. I would kill for her, I would die for her, I'm not fucking leaving! I turned back around and went back inside using her spare key that she thought she hid good enough!

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