Ziva's Secrets

Chapter Seven

Ziva POV

I hear tony yelling my name, yea Tony? I say. Are you ok in there Ziva? I hear Tony ask. Oh yea I'm fine, I lie. Alright I got the movie ready I'm ready when you are Zi☺️ Tony said. Ok I will be there in a minute Tony.

I clean myself up and walked outta the bathroom.

Tony POV

Hey, I say. Hey, Ziva says. Are you Ok Zi? I ask. Yea I'm fine Ziva says and she sits down on the couch, I pat down on the couch for her to come closer, she thinks for a minute and moves closer and I put my arm around her. 

Halfway through the movie I notice Ziva is crying. I pause the movie and I say Ziva what's wrong? Oh nothing she said and I could tell she was lying. You know Zi you don't have to keep things bottled up especially with me I'm hear for you Ziva, I love you no matter what. I said truthfully. I love you to Tony, I kiss him lightly, it's just all the stuff that's happened with Ray, i can't eat, I can't sleep because of all the stuff that he's said. Ziva starts crying more and I embrace her more in a hug. That's when I see red spots on her sleeves, Ziva???? Yea ziva replys. What's that all over your sleeves? I ask. Umm well it's nothing she says. Come on Zi I said you are not alone. Please can you roll up your sleeves please?? I ask politely, she starts rolling them up and what I see makes me wanna cry. I see fresh cuts, scars and burns but I know some of them are from the abuse from Ray. Zi ??? Please I say with tears in my eyes, please don't do that I can't handle when you're in pain I just wanna take all your pain away I kiss her forehead. I love you Tony, I'm sorry that I've hurt you in all this. It's just things that Ray has been saying since we started dating we're going on in my head then he texted me and I couldn't stop cutting. I'm sorry Tony, I'm a complete failure, I don't know what you see in me I'm fat, ugly I have scars all over my body from Saleem, Ray and the self harm how can you love me. Hearing Ziva saying all that makes me wanna cry, Ziva, you are the most beautiful women I have ever met and scars just prove how strong you are but please I don't want you self harming I know it's going to be hard I haven't been through anything you have been through but please Ziva I don't want you hurting yourself. Please sweetcheeks talk to me, I wanna help you please let me, open up to me. I won't judge you please. Tell me if there's anything I can do to help I love you Ziva David and I will never stop loving you. I say.

Ziva POV

Hearing Tony saying all that it made me happy.  Thank you Tony I say I promise to talk to you when I need to. You are my bestest friend ever. I love you Tony. We start making out and then Tony's hands start going up my top for him to take it off and I pull away.

Tony POV

OMG Zi I'm so sorry I completely forgot I'm such a dick I'm sorry Zi I've made you feel uncomfortable.  Just you can trust me Ziva I'm never going to hurt you Ziva. I say softly