Gotta get out {Aston Irwin fanfic}

Chapter 6- Inside Madison's head

I opened my eyes to see Calum sitting on the leather couch beside me. He looked right back at me with his big brown eyes that resemble a puppy's.

I smiled at him as he sat there unaware of what was going on inside my head. I have never actually felt like this before. This feeling is undescribable.

I sat there as we stared for a bit longer. I finally got up and walked over to him. This is not me. I am not controlling this body. I slowly bend over from the edge of the couch was on and gave him a hug. I kissed his head and whispered words onto his dark hair, " I love you, Calum. Don't forget that." I had managed to get up and walk away.

Terrible thoughts ran through my head. Thoughts that would drive a normal person insane. Drive them to their deaths. I clinched both sides of my head as soon as i made it out of the front door.

Voices told me stuff. They drove me to the edge. I now know this isn't my body nor my head that i am in, but if it actually was me, i would go completely mental. This person is a girl who puts up with bullying every day. Getting teased about her imperfections.

I finally decided to relax and to just watch what happens. It is a dream, right? Yeah. This feels like alot more than a dream, though. It feels like.... A memory. As if it had actually happened to me.

But the four boys that live in apartment 234 hate me. Meanwhile, i had been lead right in front of... My apartment?  Wow. Where is this going?

I looked as the person suddenly opened up the door to slam it right behind them. I flinched as heard the loud bang echo through the empty house.

There was very little furniture. Only a couch, coffee table and a tv in the living room.

I watched from the person's eyes. I saw what they saw. I heard what they heard. I felt what they felt.

I saw something i will never forget. I had seen something i wasn't supposed to. I had seen something that scared the bloody hell out of me.

I saw what looked like shadows... Shadows that had no people that were there to make them. There was about twelve in this house alone. That is when this person lost it.

"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!" she screamed.

There was so many voices that all talked at the same time which made my mind literally blow up. Not in the good way.

I snapped, but she already beat me to it a millisecond before.

She fell to the ground screaming and clenching both her temples. I felt my eyes get heavy with tears. Well her eyes. And then they fell.

"Ashton. Please. help." she choked out.

She fell to the floor and grabbed her heart. She sat there while the voices were going through our head. Still. This chick... Wow.

She picked herself off of the floor and walked to the counter to find a pen and paper sitting there with a couple of envelopes. She scribbled down words onto multiple sheets of paper sealing them into an envelope and what i saw next made my heart hurt. The signature.

Madison Rene Hood

Ashton

Luke

Calum

Michael

Letters addressed to the four boys that hated me. She put Michael's letter on her dresser. She put Calums on the stove. She put Luke's on her sink in the bathroom. And Ashton's in tiny box that was hidden in the stone bench on my balcony. Was his supposed to be found?

She had the pen clenched in her left hand as she stepped into her tub.

"Everything is going to get better now." she mumbled as she pulled out a pistol from the side of the tub.

She put the front of the gun to her head. " Ashton, i love you so fucking much."

That was the last thing she said before she.... You know.

A/N-

Sorry if it was bad!! Just wanted you to see Madison's last moments before i moved on. Madison is what people call a medium. She can see ghosts and demons which was obviously already known since i mentioned something about it here so.... I will work more on the next chapter my lovelies.

xx- Peyton Blue