-Calum pov-
I looked down at Emma's arm to see a blood spot that was literally as big as my plate. She must have noticed me staring, because she looked down and flinched. She got up and rushed up our stairs like this house was hers.
She had been up there for about five minutes and still hasn't came down yet. I am really worried about her. She reminds me of my sister. She has the same hair, same eyes. It was scary how much they looked alike.
I looked at Luke to see him looking right back at me in confusion. I then looked at Michael to see not caring so much. I got up from the table and walked up the stairs.
I looked at the four doors wondering which one she would be in. If i were her i would go to the first one on my right. So i looked there first. It was Ashton's room. Go figure. I looked around to see his regular room, so i walked into his bathroom to see Emma lying on the floor with a blood puddle around her.
The blood was coming from her right wrist which had a cut that looked really deep. I rushed over to her picking her up bridal style to bring her downstairs so i could work on her wrist.
I waked all of the way down the stairs and took her to the dining room. I saw the lads looking at me in concern. Luke immediately got up and picked all of the dishes off of the table and took them into the kitchen.
I laid her down on the bare wooden table. I looked up to see Luke with a little black box. The box filled with first aid stuff. I looked over at Michael to see him looking at her in pure disgust. But there was something else in that look.
Pity.
He noticed i was looking at him so he mumbled," That little whore thinks her life is so bad that she has to cut. Wow what a pig." he said as he walked away from the table.
I looked around to find Ashton, but there was no sign of him anywhere in the dining room. I took the black box from Luke and began to work on Emma's wrist.
~flashback~
I looked over at Madison to see her smile. She had mom's beautiful smile that i wished i had. She looked at me with her bright green eyes and walked over to me and kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear. " I love you, Calum. Don't forget that."
She walked right out of our door and to her apartment i assumed.
Moments later i heard an ear piercing gun shot that echoed through my house.
I quickly got up and rushed to Madison's apartment to make sure she didn't do anything stupid. I walked in to see her normal house. Everything had been the way it usually was and that made my heartbeat come back.
"Madison. Are you okay?" i yelled as i ran up the steps. I looked around the place and did not see her anywhere. I left her bedroom to her bathroom door. It was closed. I was so afraid to see what was on the other side. I pushed away all of my thoughts and slowly turned the door knob.
What i saw next made my heart ache.
I rushed over to Madison who was laying in her bathtub. Blood was splattered on the wall behind her head. That is when i saw the gun in her hand and a bullet hole right on her forehead.
In her left hand was a pen. I knew she had written something down. But i didn't know where the letter would be. I grabbed her head and put it to mine as i sobbed.
~Still in the flashback but a week later~
I had found the letter she wrote.
It was in the spot where we had one if our best memories. I picked it up that day and read the words on the paper.
Dear Cal,
I know i have been acting strange lately. I am so sorry if i hurt you in any way before. It hurts me to know that you have already found me. Listen to me when i say that this is not your fault. I will look forward to the day when we meet once more. But until then... Remember what i told you before i left. I meant every word i said back there brother. I love you more than you will ever know.
~ Madison
My heart hurt. I was so angry with Madison now. And nothing will ever happen so i could see my baby sister again.
~End of flashback~
Emma's pov
My vision was blurred as i opened my eyes. I am not sure how i ended up on a kitchen table but i knew one of the lads brought me here which means one of them or all of them saw my cut. Oh god. First impressions are the best right?
I looked down at my wrist to see a fresh bandage that was actually appropriately done this time. I ripped open the bandages to see my sewn up wrist. It looks terrible. The cut. Not the sewing. The sewing actually looked professionally done like a doctor came and did it.
I sat up on the table rubbing my eyes. I looked around to see a dark house. That told me that everyone who was here was sleeping. I looked at what i was wearing. I had a rolling stones shirt on and a pair of boxers on. It actually was very comfortable. But then u realized that one of the guys changed my clothes. I slowly got up off the table and tiptoed into the livingroom seeing the same darkness that had been in the dining room and kitchen.
I turned around and looked up the dark steps that led to the boys' rooms. I tiptoed up the squeaky staircase and finally reached the top after what had seemed like hours.
I looked around to see four doors. I peaked in the first one on the right to see Ashton's head peeking out of the covers. He looked adorable while he was sleeping.
Emma just stop. He gives you the look. The look of disgust.
I slowly closed his door trying to be silent so nobody would wake up. I walked to the door right front of Ashton's to see Michael's head peeking out from under the duvet.
I closed that door silently and tiptoed to the door next to it. I opened the door and it made a loud creak when i did.
I saw the person in the bed flinch and look at me. He jumped up in his bed still staring at me.
" Madison? Is that you?" Calum asked while turning on his lamp.
He looked at me while his light shown. He rubbed his eyes quickly and jumped up like he had just seen a ghost. He literally hopped up off of his bed and embraced me.
"It is you." he whispered in my ear while stroking my hair with one hand while the other was around my waist.
I didn't say a word. I was just shocked at how much he believed that i was some girl named Madison.
Wait a second. Who is Madison? His girlfriend? What happened to her?? So many different questions ran through my head right now.
He let go of me and kissed me on the cheek. He made his way back to his bed. He laid down still looking at me with the biggest smile on his face anyone could have. He patted the empty spot in the bed right next to him signaling me to lay down right there.
I slowly closed the door and walked to his bed when i saw it. I saw the orange bottle of medicine that was sitting on his nightstand. I picked up the bottle that read anti-depressants. I looked at him and he looked up at me. Still smiling.
" Oh yea. After you died the doctors prescribed them because i was down all of the time. But now you are back! I am the happiest guy on earth right now!! Literally on cloud 9 right now." he said leaning back on his pillow.
I sat down on the edge of his bed. I am so confused right now. Millions of questions ran through my mind. Who is Madison? How did she die? Why does Calum adore her so much? And the question that i was wondering most of all.
Why is he mistaking me for her?
A/N~~ OH YEAH!!!!! How is it?? I hope it is good so far. So anyway, click that vote button so i can get more readers!! Just a simple thing to do!!! I will start updating on Fridays and Sundays!!! So expect an update Friday!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!! Ilysm!! Remember to vote and comment!!!!! :)
xoxoxoxo -Blue
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/11628642-288-k253194.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Gotta get out {Aston Irwin fanfic}
FanfictionEmma's world is black and white and anything else is way too confusing. After loosing the love of her life her life became meaningless. She then meets a guy at her lowest that everyone knows as Ashton Irwin. He helps her realize that her world is no...