I have been in a really bad place lately so this one is a little darker.
BAZ
Everybody says that people change. I don't think that's true. I mean, majority of people change. But I don't. I'm like stone. Always still, always the same. And Simon's like water... Or snow. Always changing, always reforming. Always something new.
I am laying on snow in the middle of a forest. I hunted rats here earlier. But then everything became too much to bare. I remember running after a rat... Then everything became too much. I wanted to scream but instead I collapsed to the ground. And here I am. Laying on cold snow.
My mind is screaming but my body is paralyzed. I can't move a muscle. Through my minds screaming, moments from my life come alive. Not the good bits. No. The bits that make me want to kill myself. Some things from Watford. What an idiot I was. Oh God, please make it stop.
The snow under me is slowly turning to water. I want to melt with it. I want to feel my spirit leave my body. I want away. My mind is screaming even louder now. My mind is dark chaos. It's bittersweet actually. I feel nothing. The nothingness is consuming me. I close my eyes and feel myself drift away.
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Snowbaz One Shots
FanfictionHello there, I'm obsessed with Snowbaz as you've probably guessed (given the fact that I write this fanfiction). This is my take on Simon and Baz's relationship. This fanfic contains a lot of cuddles and kisses and a couple of arguments. Enjoy loves...
