146. Dead Rose - R/H

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By PaTiiBeRii

Romance/Horror

Lucy's seemingly perfect boyfriend has turned into something she never imagined. Fear, torture and tears are taking over her life, one rose petal at a time. Questions spiral through her head, with no one to answer. She's hopeless. >>>>>> I lay on my bed soaking my pillow with my tears, I try to remember exactly what it is that I fear. Is it the passing of time or the love that I lack? Is it the mistakes that I've made or the fact that I can't bring the past back? What is it that I'm afraid of? Why am I so scared? Is it the people I've hurt or the people that have hurt me? Am I afraid of everything that I cant seem to see? Is it the love of a friend, or the loss of my family? Is it the possibility that my life can end in a tragedy? What is it that I fear most? What do my eyes say I'm scared of? Is it the sun that sets but won't seem to rise? Is it the hope that I have that always seems to die? Is it the trust of a person that I cannot begin to grasp? Is it all the memories of my horrid past? Is it me? Can it possibly be that the thing I fear most is the thing I can't be? The things that I try to understand? The me that I try to be with when I'm feeling sad? The person I'm expected to be? Is that what I fear? . . . I think the thing I fear most . . .is me Everything I've done, all my mistakes Come haunting back, won't give me a break He stalks, he won't leave me alone He's changed a lot, this new person's unknown I'm scared to do something wrong again And I know if I did, I wouldn't be able to bear the pain Since when did I become a victim Since when did I become so fearsome Since when did fear rule my life It's slipping away before my very eyes Why did it take me so long to realise Aaron is nothing but a heap of lies<<<<<<<

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