Insecure

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//I honestly have no fucking clue why I wanted to write this x3... Sorta nsfw, I mean I guess?

Tyler and I had been going out for almost a year now, and everything was going great... Well, sort of, except for the fact Tyler and I hadn't... done anything yet.

We had made out but it never went further than that, and honestly sex isn't the big if a deal to me, I respect a guy for waiting but this was- well I was just- I was fucking horny okay? That's the simple and best way to put it, at that point I was trying everything, I would tease him when we made out I could try to just at least get his shirt off but I didn't even go that far. I was a little frustrated, and maybe that's why I didn't handle it with the best of care.

"Tyler!" I making him jump and almost drop his phone.

"What?" He asked looking worried.

"Why the hell won't you fuck me?!" I exclaimed.

"S-sorry?" He asked his face turning a light shade of pink.

"I have been throwing myself at you! I mean I literally walked around the house without anything on last week!" I said.

Tyler seemed to get even more embarrassed.

"Yeah, I noticed that" he mumbled.

"What then why won't you have sex with me, make love to me, do anything!" I said sitting down.

Tyler bit his lip and sighed "I wanted too" he said.

I looked at him confused "then why didn't you, I mean you can't tell me you didn't know I wanted it" I said.

"No... I know" he said, "I just..." He paused.

"Yeah?" I asked gently, he seemed serious.

"I don't really... Like my body" Tyler said "I mean I know I'm not all that bad" he said "but- I've seen Mark naked" he said.

"Mark?" I asked but then shook my head "Tyler baby, why the hell do you think I want to have sex with you?" I asked.

Tyler shrugged and chuckled softly.

"Well one cause I love you, but two, you're hot as fuck, I can't stop thinking about you just... Anyway, I want you- just you" I said.

"They're plenty of guys that are better than me" he bit his lip.

"Tyler- If I wanted someone else I would go get someone else, it's that simple" I said with a soft laugh "Listen if you want to wait, we don't have to do anything now" I said calmly running my hands through his curls "But don't ever think I'm not attracted to you, if I wasn't I would break up with you" I added

I had known Tyler was insecure around the time we first started dating, signs showed to it and eventually, he did tell me a little about it, but I never thought it was as bad as this. I didn't think there was anything wrong with him being a little insecure every now and then, but this was a little worse.

Tyler took a deep breath and smile at me, he pulled me in for a kiss. We kissed softly and pulled back. He looked into my eyes and pulled me in for another kiss. Some passionate making out later we were in the bedroom.

"Tyler are you sure you're okay with doing this?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'm sure" he nodded "I have wanted to for so long" he chuckled.

Tyler was great, we made love, and ended up passing out, a little typical but honestly after we had sex we were both a little tired. I woke up to Tyler playing with my hair, I smiled up at him.

"Morning" I smiled.

"Hey" Tyler smiled backed.

"You were amazing last night," I said letting out a small laugh.

"Mmm you were too" he smirked.

I paused before sitting up stretching a bit "so... do you believe me now?" I asked.

Tyler bit his lip looking down.

"Tyler on a top ten list of hottest people in the world, you're number one- at least on my list" I smiled.

A small chuckle left Tyler's lips "okay, okay, I get it" he smiled kissing me softly "Who's number two?" he asked curiously.

"Um," I thought, my mind going a bit blank at the moment "I guess I would have to pick Sean," I said.

"Sean?" he seemed confused but then it seemed to click "You're not filming with him ever again" he teased.

"You're still the hottest, he has a girlfriend, and love you, not him" I smirked.

"Okay~ You can still be friends with him" he nodded.

//This was gonna be full on smut, but it was like 6 am when I wrote this, and my brain can't comprehend when the human body is, or how to do the sex, so I just kinda went the lazy rout. Also would you guys want me to make an Ethan (Crankgameplays) Imagine book?

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