Play Hard

Chapter 6

Jonathan pov.

Monday, I fucking hate Mondays, at least I get to see Evan every day, so school wasn't too bad after all. I took a long ass time to get ready but finally decided on what to wear. Ribbed jeans, blue flannel with a white t-shirt under, and my all-time favorite combat boots. I got out in the kitchen and saw Luke, he was wearing his red hoodie, black loose jeans, and a black cap. "Morning." Luke said while yawning. "Morning... I need to tell you that... Delirious... Delirious got control over me yesterday at Evans." I looked in the fridge, trying to avoid eye contact with him and took an apple out. "Shit dude, I'm sorry, I didn't know. Why didn't you tell me when you got home, or call me?" He laid his hand on my shoulder. "Because, I wanted to try and get control myself, but I couldn't... but the weird thing is he wasn't bloodthirsty this time." I finally turned around and got eye contact with Luke and he then noticed that my eyes shine that neon blue. I took my hands on both his shoulders and assured him that it was okay and not entirely his fault. "It's okay Luke, I'm trying to get used to Delirious being there." Luke looked surprised by it, but didn't bother much. "So, how are you doing this while I have him under my control?" He tilted his head. "I am not sure, but after the incident at Evans, I guess I never really let go him and neither did he." I shrugged my shoulders and bit down into the apple. "So, is he talking to you right now or what?" He sounded worried even though I told him I oversaw Delirious at the moment. "Sometimes he talks and comes with some weird or rude comments, but I don't care." "Comments like what?" He poked me in the side. "For example, he dreams about the day he can rip your other eye out, but don't worry." I chuckled lightly but Luke stiffened up and looked disturbed. "I worry, I worry a lot that you have given him this much space in your head." He pointed at my forehead. I shoved his hand away from my face and took my backpack on. "Hey! Look on the bright side, you can't hear my thoughts anymore." I winked at him and got out of the door. He huffed at my comment and left right after me, locking the door behind him.
On our way to school, Luke asked me: "It seems like Evan provokes Delirious more than anyone I've ever seen, so maybe you should try to ignore him, just for today, to be sure Delirious doesn't take full control." I didn't like Luke's idea, but it was for the best. I really don't want the whole school to know about Delirious and especially not how he's like when Evan is in his sight. "Delirious knows the plan now, so he told me he would to everything in his power to not let it work." I told Luke.
I am scared. I know you are! I'm gonna show the whole school how powerful I am and Evan might even fall for it, when he sees what I am capable of you know! You can't win this! I want Evan to submit to me, making me the alpha! Admit it Jonathan, you want it! By the way, love the outfit you've chosen!
SHUT UP!!
I could feel Delirious in my fingertips, spreading but I needed to regain control and fast, before Luke notice and tells me he told me so. I clenched my fists and tried to stay calm but it was hard, I'm having a fucking psycho inside my head. I felt Luke behind me "Are you alright?" He questioned me. "Yeah, sure." I lied, I'm not alright but I needed to try this out in school, it was do, or die and I know I'm not the one who would die. While walking up the stairs to the school, Luke grabbed my arm "Are you sure that you are in control?" I got a serious look on my face and my eyes gave a bright glint of blue, so he let go of my arm. "Easy dude, I understand, I'll stand down, let you handle it." He put both his hands in the air like he was surrendering. I opened the school's doors and Evan's scent hit me hard, I'm not used to my powers yet, so I nearly fell to the ground because of it. Delicious! I took my hand to my head and Luke came running over to me, trying to pick me up. "You can do it, I trust you." Luke said while holding me. "Can you smell that?" I asked him with my head down. "No, I don't have that power. What is it?" "Delicious is what it is! *cough* I mean, it's Evan, his scent." Luke's eyes widened by my sudden voice change. "Is that how Delirious sound like? He has never talked to me before." I nodded and coughed. "Yeah, he is kinda growly hehe..." I said, trying to laugh it off. Even though I've known Luke for so many years, Delirious has never talked directly to him before and it really surprises me why he did now. I think it's because of all the other times he has been out he's been too bloodthirsty to talk. I brushed myself off and stood up again.
Inside the class, I saw the boys and I waved to them and sat down at my desk. I suddenly felt a hand going through my hair, sending chills down my spine. "Hey!" I heard his voice say, so I looked up and saw the one guy I should try to avoid today, Evan. YES! TOUCH ME MORE! SHUT THE FUCK UP! I tried to calm Delirious voice but to no avail. "Sup." I said and smiled. Sup? Is that all? Pussy! I punched my forehead lightly, trying to make him stop but Evan saw and gave me a weird look. Let me show you what to say, please, stand up. Okay, but just this one-time I'll let you speak. I got up from my desk and walked over to where Evan sat and leaned down on his desk with both my hands on it. "Hey pretty, missed me in your bed?" Evan's eyes widened and I stood up straight quickly and got an awkward look on my face. I smacked my forehead again. "I... I think... I'll just sit down now." I turned around, sat down and put my face down in my hands from embarrassment. See, I got his attention! Points to me for not being a pussy! HA! I didn't ask for his attention, please just... shut up. Suddenly I heard Evan behind me "Yes, I actually did Delirious." I looked back and saw him smirking and winked to me. Such a sexy fuck, damn. I blushed a lot and I had to agree with Delirious, that smile and wink afterward, so sexy, kinda unbelievable.
The bell rang and everybody sat down but I felt like I had unfinished business with Evan, so I discreetly took my phone out and texted him.
JONATHAN: "You know I didn't really mean that, right?"
EVAN: "Sure, but some of you did, though. ;P"
JONATHAN: "I know... But! Did you mean what you said? Did you miss me or him?"
EVAN: "You of course. It's kinda hot how dominant and outgoing he is, but I really want to get to know you and take it at your pace, if you want to?"
BORING! BUT! He said I was hot and dominant!
JONATHAN: "Really?! I'll like that."
EVAN: "Yes, really. <3"
A heart OMG! You're getting somewhere Jonathan! Quit it!
JONATHAN: "Do you have plans after school? We could go to my place, Luke lives with me, so I'll have more control this time. <3"
EVAN: "Sure, sounds like a plan."
I locked my phone and turned my head to face Evan's, he looked up and smiled and so did I. How is the plan going for you? Trying to avoid him? There is a slight change of plans, but when we get home I'll give full control to Luke so you won't show up.

Don't be so sure I'll allow that!