Play Hard

Chapter 9

Jonathan pov.

As I jumped out of the window and landed on the street, it didn't hurt even though we live on the third floor, so it was a long fall. I felt so bad for what I've just done to Evan, it wasn't what I wanted. "I thought you went after what I wanted!?" "Well, over the years you've kept me behind locked doors in your mind, I've developed my own needs! And you can't do shit about it!" I was literally locked in my own mind, but a thought hit me and it made me tear up. "This is how you have felt for years. It's horrible and... I'm sorry..." "It's too late to apologize now! I'll keep you in there for as long as I want, so you can feel my pain!" I began crying as I was running on all fours down a dark alleyway. "I'M SORRY!" I yelled in my mind at Delirious, but he ignored me, tears still streaming down my cheeks, they were both mine and his combined. It was a new and more sensitive side of Delirious, I've never seen before. He's always so cocky and smart, saying what's on his mind, thing I'll never say out loud myself, but this time he was more silent and disturbed. The more I thought about it, his plan seemed personal, he just wanted control, since Luke and I have never allowed him any. I was so confused, what was it he thought he would get from this? And how come Luke couldn't control my mind? "He couldn't do it because you've let me settle in too much, you didn't lock me in this time behind your barricaded doors." I ran out onto the streets again. It was dark out, but I could see perfectly anyways. "Where are we going?" I asked him and he replied with a low chuckle. "We are going to my little favorite submissive's house." "You mean Evan?!" He didn't answer me afterward, I just kept running, still on all fours and I was getting tired, but he kept going like his life depended on it. I couldn't do anything to stop him and I felt powerless, broken, but still in one piece.
As we got closer, I could smell Evan and... and the others, they were all there. "I knew he would gather them all, making it easy for me!" He sounded angrier than normal, well he isn't usually angry, just sexually frustrated, I think, but this time it was pure anger and a lot of emotions flooded my mind. It was a weird sensation, feeling all his emotions and all at the same time. I had really hurt him and bad. Tears formed in my eyes, but they weren't mine, only his. "I'm sorry..." I am the whole reason to his insanity and desires, I'm the real monster here. No one should be treated this way, but it's too late. I stopped outside Evan's house and my body ached all over, both from the running, but mostly him transforming it. I know I have bat wings, but the reason to why I ran instead of flying was that I have never tried it before, unexperienced. Not like Evan's wings when he flies, his wings are beautiful, he's beautiful. "STOP!" "Why? You said he's your favorite. I thought you liked him too?" He huffed at my question and didn't answer. Bad times are ahead, I could feel it and he definitely felt it too. "What is it that you want from them?" "I WANT LUKE'S OTHER EYE! Actually, I want him dead, for all the suffering he has put me through and I'll get the others on my side and help me!" "They'll never help you!" "I'll convince them! Watch me!"
I was slowly walking towards the front door and my anxiety came creeping. I knocked on the door and Ryan opened it, horror filling his face and white eyes when he saw me. I pushed him aside so he fell over, landing on the floor. "EVAN! HE'S HERE!" Ryan yelled and by the looks of his eyes, Evan was upstairs. I slowly crept up the stairs on all fours and now that I've got used to it, it felt natural to me, walking like this and it wasn't a good sign. "~Evy?~" Delirious said, almost singing it in a low and growly voice. I felt my pulse rise and sweat forming on my skin. I placed my hand on the doorknob to his room and his scent hit me, hard, actually making my pants a little tight, why, I didn't know. "His scent is so tempting!" I licked my lips as drool started to drip out of my open mouth and hung from my fangs. I felt like every time Evan is near, he turns into this lustful animal, but when I'm alone with him, he's so different, so hateful and emotional. As I turned the knob and opened the door, my world broke down into pieces, my heart and my mind, shattered. In his room laid him and Tyler making out on his bed. Fury and hatred rose in Delirious as sadness and betrayal filled me. Luke jumped out from the room behind me and grabbed me around the waist, tears falling from my neon blue eyes. "NO! PLEASE, DON'T LOCK ME AWAY AGAIN!" Delirious was truly scared to be kept away again and I felt genuinely sorry for him. It was the right time for Luke to strike with his mind control, since I was weak, by the sight of Evan and Tyler. I could feel Delirious fade away in my mind and I whispered to him "I'm sorry!" on last time before he was gone again.
My tail, wings, and hair crept back into me, but my fangs and claws were still out. Luke let go of me and I fell to the floor. "How could you... all of you!" I looked up at Evan and then at Luke. "THE ONLY THING HE WANTED WAS FREEDOM! AND I WANTED LOVE AND A PLACE TO FEEL SAFE!" I screamed out on the top of my lungs, with big tear drops running down my face. I curled up on the floor with my hands covering my face. Suddenly someone ran up the stairs, it was Ryan and... Evan!? What the fuck?! The Evan sitting on the bed with Tyler turned into Craig. "Hey, Jonathan, I really didn't want to hurt, but it was the only way." Craig said and I could feel he was sorry. Evan suddenly ran over to me, crouched down and held me in his arms. "I'm so glad you're back!" He said sobbing into the curve of my neck. I then, with all my might, swung my claws behind me and they landed right in Luke's stomach. "D'aw shit!" Luke yelled as I felt his warm blood stream down my hand and arm. "DELIRIOUS IS NOT GONE!" Tyler yelled from Evan's room, but he was wrong. Delirious is locked deep away in my mind, but I felt like I needed to bring just enough pain to Luke, not so he would die from it, but now Delirious might feel a little satisfied. "Delirious is gone, it's just me, Jonathan." I said with a calm voice and looked up at Luke who had panic in his eye. "You're crazy!" Craig yelled, holding his arms up in the air. I took my claws out of Luke and I looked at the blood on my fingers, dripping down, so I licked it off just like any animal would do.
"Jon? Why haven't you changed back yet?" Evan asked me and gave me a weird look. I stopped sucking my fingers and answered. "Because I don't know how to." Evan's eyes widened and he told the others to go downstairs and send Luke to the hospital. He wanted to talk to me alone, so I followed him into his room and he closed the door behind us. "You're acting really weird after all this." He said and took a hold of my hand, looking at my long and sharp nails. "Jon, are you sure you're still you?" I could sense the worry in his voice. "Yes, I'm sure." I assured him and nodded. He placed his hand on my cheek and asked.

"Then, can I kiss my Jonathan again?"