Play Hard

Chapter 15

Jonathan pov.

"Two down, two to go!"
Delirious said out loud, so Craig hurt and I could see that I've scared him for life, he'll never forgive me or be my friend again. Now he got both mine and Evan's mark on him and I know he'll never choose me as their alpha, he's on Tyler's side and now he hates me too. I let go of Craig and he ran out of my room and called for Luke, who came running in my room short after. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!?" Luke yelled at me. I sat on the edge of my bed with my hands in my lap, crying for their forgiveness, but I knew none was coming my way. Craig stood behind Luke, terrified of me. "I'm sorry Craig! It wasn't me, you know that!" I cried out to Craig, but he didn't respond to me. "I'm calling Evan, he needs to know what you've done." Luke said harshly. "And I'm calling Tyler to come pick me up." Craig said with a low voice and they left my room, leaving me alone on my bed.
Why did you make me do that to him? I HATE YOU! Calm down! Geez! He's ours now! I didn't want him to begin with! We both know you don't mean that. He was my friend and he trusted me! Now he'll never trust me again... Who needs friends, you got me! I'll always be there for you, I promise. GET OUT OF MY HEAD! I DON'T NEED YOU! YOU KNOW DAMN WELL THAT YOU'LL NEVER SURVIVE OR GET ANYTHING YOU WANT WITHOUT ME!! WATCH ME BITCH! Uhh! I'm so scared! Watch out world, Jonathan got his big boy pants on!
There was a fight inside my head and it gave me a major headache, but I called after Luke because something needed to be done and now. He came in with his phone up to his ear. "Evan will be over as fast as he can." Luke assured me and I nodded, but I didn't need Evan right now, I needed all of Luke's powers. I needed him to lock Delirious away and for good this time and I won't help him get out again, I don't need my powers. Luke hung up his phone and walked out to the kitchen again. It was time to step up my game and be my own person, not listening to others who just want bad things to happen. You're selfish, you know that, right? Oh, I know I am, but I'm not all that selfish because I think about you too, your needs. I'm sure you are...
I wiped my tears away from my eyes and went out to the kitchen where Luke was waiting for Evan. He sat there on a chair with his arms crossed, looking angry at me as I walked in the kitchen. "Jon or Delirious?" He said with an angry tone. "Jon! You know that and you also know that I want him gone!" I said as I leaned on the doorframe. "Don't listen Cartoonz! He doesn't want me gone." "YES, I DO!" "NO!" "YES!" "NO!" I fell to the floor, holding onto my head as I kept yelling yes and no. Delirious was fighting back, but he had taught me some tricks along the way on how to keep my powers down and it worked, he couldn't turn me fully. I heard a knock on the door and Luke ran over to open it to let Evan in. "LUKE, DO SOMETHING!" I yelled, crouched down on the floor. "I can't! You have to be more calm and Delirious has too much control now!" Luke said back as he told Evan what has been happening. Suddenly I felt my pants rip and my tail came out and it was swinging around, knocking things over. No, no, no! Yes, yes, yes! I was slowly losing to him and it didn't help Delirious temper that Evan showed up, his scent just made him crazier. "Evan, help me!" I said and they noticed my voice was mixing with his. Evan then quickly ran over to me and squatted down to my level. "Jon, can you hear me!? I'm here for you! Please, you can win this fight!" Evan begged and pleaded. He took a hold of my hand and I grabbed it tightly, so much I thought I broke it. My bone structure was changing, but not that fast and I was screaming in pain. "Jon, I won't ever leave you alone again!" Evan said, but I then looked up at him, my eyes shining brightly and with an evil grin on my face. "Evan, have Cartoonz told you that Mini is mine now? But so are you!" I jumped up grabbed Evan by the throat and tackled him to the floor and it sounded like he hit his head really hard on the kitchen tile. "OBEY YOUR ALPHA, MY LOVE!" I yelled as I was choking Evan, but thank God Luke kicked me in the stomach so I fell over, holding onto my stomach.
I tilted my head and looked over at Evan and to my horror wasn't breathing. LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE! I got up on all fours and crawled over to him, tears forming in my eyes. I looked up at Luke and nodded because now was the right time to lock Delirious away, now that my mind was weak from sadness. I took his hand up and it was cold. "Evan? Please... I won't ever leave you alone..." I said, almost whispering as tears streamed down my face. As Delirious slowly faded away in my mind, Luke called for an ambulance. "I'm so sorry, my love..." I whispered out and laid my head on his chest to listen, but there was nothing, no sound, no nothing. My heart felt like it was going to explode because I knew it was my fault and for the first time ever I felt completely powerless. I let out a monster who should have been kept away forever and with a word all my love came rushing out, there was a hollow in me now, but I was trying to hope with nothing to hold. I blamed myself for all of this, mostly Delirious, but he was out because of me. there were so many things I wanted to say to him, that I thought I never could now, so instead I said them out loud now, even though he might not hear it. "Evan... please wake up... you're the only person who has truly cared about me and I... I promise I'll be good, for all of the times I never could... please don't leave me..." I cried out with my tears falling on his face. It didn't take long before I heard the sirens outside. "They're here Evan, can you hear them? They're here to take care of you!" I kissed him on the forehead and gave the men from the ambulance space, so they could take Evan with them to the hospital. I walked into my own room and crawled over to the corner and sat down.
"I'll be good, Evan." I whispered out to myself.