Play Hard

Chapter 11

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Evan pov.

I've been listening to Muse a lot lately and one song especially have been stuck in my head for weeks now, Dead inside. It sounds worse than it really is, but some of the lyrics have gotten to me like that is exactly have I feel.
Feel me now, hold me please, I need you to see who I am. Open up to me, stop hiding from me. it's hurting babe, only you can stop the pain. Don't leave me out in the cold, don't leave me out to die. I gave you everything, I can't give you anymore. Now I've become just like you.
I haven't talked to Jonathan since that day, weeks ago, we've just ignored each other without thinking about it because I know we would never ignore each other on purpose, at least I wouldn't and now I'm not so sure about Jon. No, he would never, I hope. I know I said I would do anything to help him get control over his powers, but I've really no idea who to talk to or what to do and it looks like he has been enjoying them more lately and hasn't done a thing about them either. I'm starting to get worried about him because he hasn't talked to Luke or at least not in school, so maybe he's still pissed about Jon clawing him in the gut. I've caught Jon in class just sitting and staring at his claws, he has even painted them black with nail polish. He's acting weird with his powers on 24/7. I was really wondering if Delirious had returned in his mind and if he was hiding him from us, talking to him instead of us.
I decided to talk to Luke about Jon, he knows him best and he can hear his thought, so maybe I could politely ask him about them. There were recess and Jon wasn't in class, so I walked over to Luke's desk where he was sitting. "What do you want?" He asked me, not looking up at me. "I wanted to know what's been going on with Jon? He hasn't talked to me for weeks now and I'm getting worried, he's acting strangely." I said and he finally looked up at me and I was met by a pitch-black eye. Why is he using his powers? "Yeah, no shit!" He growled out in an angry tone and I backed up a little. "Then, what's wrong with him? You know what he's thinking!" He turned his head and looked at the door, then back at me. "Well, if you really wanna know, then meet me in the boys dressing room in 10 minutes." He got up and walked out of the classroom. I waited just a couple of minutes till I decided to walk out and meet with him.
He was sitting on one of the benches and twiddling his thumbs. I leaned up against one of the lockers and crossed my arms, waiting for him to start talking. "You wanted to know what my best friend is thinking?" He raised his head slowly, his eye still black as coal. "Yeah, I wanna know! And why are your powers on." He took his hands to his head and shut his eye. "You ask so many questions!" He said and it looked like he was in much pain. "Is he thinking about me?" I asked as I walked closer to him and suddenly his horns grew out. "Please stop fucking talking, I'll tell you everything, just please, stop. I can't concentrate." He begged and fell to the floor, still holding onto his head. I ran over and grabbed him by his arms and helped him up on the bench again. "What's wrong?" I asked as he sat up. he sighed and took a deep breath. "It's Jonathan, his mind has grown so strong, also the reason for why I'm showing my powers, it takes a lot to control him." He calmed down a bit and his horns went away. "You asked if he's thinking about you, right?" He looked up at me and I nodded back. "Well, he does, a lot actually, but there is something off about him when his mind tunes in on you. I can't really explain it." He got a worried look on his face that I didn't like. "Like what? Just tell me, dude." I pleaded because I wanted to know so bad, what's going on in Jon's mind. He sighed heavily again and began talking. "Delirious is back in his mind, I can't stop him, Jon won't let me. Delirious told Jon not to talk to you, making you desperate. The worst is, though, Delirious has no control, it's all Jon and he listens to him! They have become really close and I don't fucking like that shit!" A tear rolled down his cheek, but he quickly dried it off. "You got to be kidding me!" I yelled out, but he shook his head and looked down with his head in his hands. I still wanted to know what it was Jon was thinking about when it came to me. "Luke, be honest whit me, what is Jon thinking about me?" I asked, but he got a weird look. "All kinds of craziness! Like what he would do to you or what he wants you to do to him but it gets really weird sometimes kinky stuff." His eye widened. "What does he want me to do?" I asked and tilted my head to one side. "Do I have to explain it?" He looked annoyed. "No, I guess not." I blushed a little and scratched the back of my head.

Jonathan pov.

I love you! I love you too. I got back in the classroom and noticed that Luke and Evan weren't there. He's getting desperate. You're crazy. Yeah, I know! I love it!
Delirious and I have been getting a lot closer since he is the only one I talk to nowadays and I've learned that he is more than just killing and sex, he's my friend and I can tell him anything. He talks to me like we're more than friends, but I don't bother and sometimes it's nice to be called sexy or handsome, some days he even calls me babe.
I sat down at my desk and smiled because Evan and Luke walked in and Evan looked right at me. Wave to him and make him confused! I waved my fingers with my long black claws on and gave him a crooked smile. He gave me a weird look and sat down on his desk behind me. Drive him mad! I turned around in my chair and got eye contact with Evan. I smiled to him, with my fangs hanging out and licked my lips slowly. Nice one! Ha Ha Ha! His face turned all red and his eyes widened. Oh, would you look at that! What should I do now? Say that you're in control, which you are! I looked at Evan up and down slowly. "I don't need help with my powers. I'm in full control, so don't you worry your pretty head anymore." I winked at him and turned around, leaving him speechless.
I must say, Jonathan, you're getting good at this! We're better as a team. Agreed.
Delirious kept giving me thoughts about Evan and they were very... detailed... I need him! ME TOO! But we need to calm ourselves! I promise you'll get some alone time with him soon, I just need to learn you a little more about our powers! You just have to promise me that you'll take the position as alpha! But I don't want to be the alpha! I don't like to dominate! PROMISE ME! You can be submissive all you want with Evan, but I... I mean we need to be the alpha, Jonathan!

Tomorrow, I promise you'll get to talk to Evan all you want without me. Thanks. I love you.
I love you too Jonathan and thank you for giving me a little freedom.