My love for a killer robot (MettatonXReader)

Back Together?

"What do you want"
(Y/n) speaks to Mettaton with emptiness.
"Please forgive me! (Y/n), my sweet sweet (y/n)! I'm sorry if you didn't want me to kill those horrendous abominations but they were in the way!" Mettaton said while black tears...or oil spilling over his cheeks, lips quivering as he speaks.
" How could you say that! We are nothing Mettaton! We were never a thing! You're just a robot who picks up anything of use to you when you need it! Look at what happened! I'm here and I probably will die but you're gonna be okay like always! Get the fuck out of my sight." (Y/n) is draining emotionally. But as time progresses with being angry at the robot, she starts to feel power coursing through her veins, strength being brought up slowly. Her hands, arms, and even her legs.
Mettaton crawls on top of her, placing his hands around her head, and sitting on her stomach. Pain course through where he places his heavy body. (Y/n)'s body gleams with more iridescent light, mixed emotions fueling her sudden strength. No matter how much she squirms underneath, she can't get out of his hold.
He grabs her chin roughly, squishing her cheeks together with his gloved hand. He leaned onto her, making sure their faces were centimeters away.
" You know nothing dear. There are reasons why things happen, and reasons why some don't happen. "
(Y/n) tries escaping, kicking and punching now so powerful. But those words confuse her.
"What is that supposed to mean?"
Mettaton smashes his lips onto hers roughly. She can taste his bubblegum lips...probably because he is chewing gum, but she doesn't kiss back. Instead she is shining brighter and it's almost blinding.
Mettaton growls and pushes himself more to try and get (y/n) to kiss back, but nothing. He let's go from how bright she is. A gleaming yellow-white. So shining and bright. Everything he wants but what she wont give. She pushes him off with a good blow to the chest plate.
" You idiot! You know nothing about me either. I can't believe I've been apart of this. This is not some fairytale Mettaton! We can't just kiss, then fall in love and live happily ever after! You see what I am? Well take a good damn look because those humans that I came from are going to tear me alive! My life is different from yours and you know that!"
Mettaton sat in silence, gawking at her sudden outburst. She is much different than he expected.
"(Y/n) you know I-"
"Get the fuck out of my room."
Crystalline begins forming in (y/n)s fist, frustrated with the robot while he is getting quite upset.
"No!" Mettaton grabbed her neck, choking her but loose enough for her to barely breath. His usual pink build turned to red,yellow, and black. The same as the night he went on his murder spree.
"you listen to me! I'm not leaving ever." He says, his smile turning into a twisted grin. (Y/n) is afraid at this point.
"Awww look who's listening now. Good girl. I'm actually quite shocked you can do this type of physical activity. We all thought you were going to die. It surely is a shame, you wouldn't have to see me disturbed as so."
(Y/n) is afraid again. She doesn't want to hurt him with her power because deep down she knows she loves him. So she grabs him down onto her body, kissing him. Mettaton releases her neck, (y/n) releases from the kiss to gasp for air. She notices he is going back to pink. She looks straight into his eyes when her breathing became calm. He has magenta colored heart eyes. (Y/n)s clothes began burning off from the intensity of light, her limbs shining like a star.
Mettaton places his lips upon (y/n)s forehead, putting a single cold hand around her back one on her lower hip. That's when she threw him back with such intensity the wall dented in with where he hit. Smoke swirls into the air and black oil spills out of open wounds and his mouth, all from Mettaton's damage.
"You think I'm a good girl, don't you? Well you have another thing coming to you..."
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Why am I not updating so much?

Well I almost got kidnapped and who knew it was actually really scary. I've had so many nightmares and hallucinations. And it has sent me down in a dark path but hey that's where the book is about to be more twisted! YAYAY! Next chapter will definitely need some +18