I hate to think that when I'm alone
something marred is going to snap.
I think twice about everything
and nothing about others.
Nothing I do will be ever
unintentionally said or done;
but to what extent does that make me
some manipulative person?
Intention is everything
and I make sense of it most.
So why do I feel fake,
like a shell of a body?
The distractions are everything
because when I'm alone
I think of too much at once
or of nothing at all -
though which is worse I cannot decide.
Another question for a distraction, I suppose.
(10/31/16)
