I don't know if I fell or not
but right now it just feels like
I slipped and cracked my head
because now I'm spiraling down
into places I swore I'd never
go back to. Ever.
Five days.
It took five days for me to
fall for you and while I know
they say you fall head over heels
I think I just fell on my face.
How could I have let this happen?
I guess I wasn't paying attention,
I hadn't put up my walls yet
and you came in and now
I want to think there's nothing at stake
but I don't know if I can go back.
I'm shocked at myself.
If I were a character, I'd laugh
and at yell at the tv, screaming that
you can't fall so quickly,
you naive idiot.
But here we are,
you naive idiot.
And I don't know if I forgot about
the other I had thought myself
entranced with for he still
confuses me but so do you
and...I think I must be an idiot.
An idiot that falls in five days.
