Broken

Is This Life?

It's time to go to school so I put on my casual outfit and grab my stuff to go. I walk to the bus stop and fell hands on my waist. Ahhh, I screamed. It was just Dylan. He's my other neighbor I never met. We get on the bus holding hands and sitting together. This girl give me this weird look and laughs. I ignore it until Dylan starts getting mad. These other people start looking at me and laughing at me. Dylan finally screams "SHUT UP, GET A LIFE! IM TIRED OF YOU GUYS BEING DUMB AND ALWAYS MESSING WITH PEOPLE!" I start tearing up and Dylan sees me. He wipes the tears off my cheek and gives me a passionate sweet but short kiss. Before I know it were at school. We have all the same classes, we obviously sit together. I got laughed at all day and went to the bathroom to cry about five times. I'm so tired of people bullying me. What have I ever done? 

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I get home and find a blade. I hold it in my hands for a few seconds. I've only done this like 3 times. I finally put it to my skin. Before I could make any cuts, Dylan walks through and grabs it. 

Dylan: WHAT ARE YOU DOING???

Olivia: I can't be here

Dylan: I love you, I can't be without you, you're my world. I'd die without you.

Olivia: baby, I love you too.

*he pulls me into his arms and cuddles me*

I go to my room after he goes to the store for some junk food. YAY!!!🍟 I watch some tv and check my phone. It's from him

Baby❤️: I love you, I'll be there in a few minutes princess.

He doesn't know I got him somethings. I'm waiting for the perfect time. He walks in and gives me a sweet hug. We decide to be cyber schooled. He grabs my hand and says " babe, I love you. You don't care what people think of me. I don't care what people think of you. That's why I think you're perfect, you have a sweet smile, perfect eyes, sweet lips, pretty hair, and your an amazing kisser." Hahahahaha. We kissed for a second. Then he looked into my eyes, "promise me, you'll never leave me." I promise. After that he kisses me. This time a little more passationate. It turns into a make out session and then we end up stopping just to look at each other. The rest of the night we lay down, not being bored at all. I then yell "WANNA PLAY COPS AND ROBBERS???" He then yells "OF COURSE." We then play and spend the rest of the few nights like that.

*dating for 1 month*

Me and Dylan have been officially dating for one month. He moved in with me and my mom because his parents moved to Nebraska. We go everywhere together, but tonight he went somewhere. I'm not sure where. I'm worried. 

Baby❤️:hey

Me:hey baby😘

Baby❤️: are u ok?

Me: not without you! Where are you??

Baby❤️: sorry I've been setting up a romantic date

Me: awe, ilysm

Baby❤️: Ilym