Broken

Life Is Hard

*1 week later*
Olivia's pov
I wake up before Brennen, after a night of being childish. I really want to spend the rest of my life with him. I scroll through Instagram for a while and he still hasn't woke up. I decided to get some breakfast. I wrote him a cute letter, saying that I was getting some food. I put on my hoodie and some jeans. Then I get in the car and jam out to My Chemical Romance(they're awesome). As I'm on my way to the store, I see a boy with these baggy and ripped clothes on. I park my car and walk over to him. I see if he's ok, and he lifts his head up, only for me to see that it was Dylan. He had dark circles under his eyes and was pale and skinny. He seen me and started to cry. I pull him into a friendly warm hug.  I texted Brennan and told him id be late getting home. Me and Dylan talk a little bit and I went to go get him some food. I don't know if I still have feelings for him. i told him to meet me at *the spot*. I went to get Brennen some food and take it to him. I tell him where I've been and he was okay with it. After I explained I needed to talk to Dylan AS JUST FRIENDS he said ok. I'm surprised. I ate my breakfast and then me and Brennen cuddled while watching Netflix. After about 2 hours, I got in the shower. I put my water on warm and got in. I started thinking about how happy I am now that I have Brennen. I seen my blade laying in the soap dish. I looked at it but continued with my bath routine. After I got out I threw the blade in the trash. I told Brennen I did that and he was so proud. I got dressed in a cute hoodie crop top, some ripped jeans, and a pair of black vans. I put on my eyeliner and some eyeshadow. Then I kissed Brennen goodbye and told him I love him. I got in the care and played some Twenty-One Pilots and My Chemical Romance. Once I got there, I seen Dylan crying. I walked over as he put on a fake smile. "You don't have to show fake emotions, we are both hurt by this. But honey, it's time to move on." I said. "I'm not going to move on without you" he said. We sat in *the spot* as we layed on the ground looking at the clouds. I felt the spark again, I never felt that with Dylan. I brushed it off.I heard a rustling in the bushes and ran over to it. Nothing was there. After me and Dylan hung out a little bit more, I decided to go home. I walked in to see Brennen Mad!
Conversation
B- Why was you and Dylan being all lovey dovey?!!!!
O- were just friends!!! And was you spying on me?
B- you know what, I can't take this. I hate you. I never did like you. Your ex Tyler told me to do this. I actually think you're disgusting. We're done! Weirdo!
O- I went to the kitchen.....
❌❌this part includes self-harm❌❌
O-*I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife. I walked back so Brennen could see me* DO YOU WANT ME TO DO THIS??
B- No! I'm sorry. Please don't.
O-*i made 5 cuts* bye!
I went over to my house(where Dylan is staying) and just broke down into tears. He was there. I told him everything that happened. He gave me a hug and told me why he cheated. We hugged again. He held both my hands and kissed me. As he let go, he noticed blood on my shirt.
Conversation
D-Babe, why?
O-....
D- Please talk to me
O- I missed you...I didn't love him like I love you. I told myself I did but I didn't. He broke up with me and I didn't want to be here.
D- I love you, and you shouldn't care what he thinks. What do you say, we go to the movies tomorrow?
O-okay
D-one more question, will you be mine again?
O-*kissed him* of course

What will happen next? This is just a small update! Any ideas?