I just wanted to give everybody a warning!!! This may be very triggering. Please don't do anything to harm yourself or anybody around you. Talk to someone like an adult you trust. Skip this if youre sensitive.
I wake up do to a weird noise. I go to check but Dylan isn't here, he's nowhere. I check everywhere. When I find him, I scream to the top of my lungs. He hanging by a rope. By his neck just hanging! Lifeless! Hopeless! What could've happened? As I'm screaming and freaking out, my mom walks through and pulls him off and calls a ambulance. She probably shouldn't have messed with him but we needed to get him breathing. I give him mouth-to-mouth and he doesn't breathe. I hear a heartbeat though. The ambulance gets there and says he will make it. I stay home to get his stuff I got from when we began dating. I find a note. It talks about how he'd get beaten up and get bullied when I'm not around. That must've been the phone call. He must've quit his job. I don't care who is doing this or why, but I'm going to make sure it doesn't happen again. As I'm looking around, I find a beautiful like box. This box has....it has...it has blades. A lot of them. Was he planning on cutting? Has he been cutting? There's so many things I could ask myself. I'm going to see my baby. On my way there, I see this cute elderly couple. They're sweet. I hope me and Dylan grow to be like that. I got to the hospital and gave him a scrap book, new shoes, a special made teddy bear(that's our thing), a warm blanket, a hoodie, and some phone cases. I stay the night while he's still not awake. I stay for another two days only eating hospital food. GROSS!!! He finally wakes up and sees me. He wakes up and kisses me telling me how sorry he is.
Our conversation
D:baby I'm so sorry, I didn't want to be here. I forgot that I had the best thing in the world, you. And I just thought about everything negative and I've secretly been bullied. I've had depression and anxiety for 3 years now I'm sorry baby. I love you babe, don't ever leave me.
O:don't apologize. I thought I lost you for good. I was so scared and was lost out of my mind. I remeber our first date. We laughed and had a good time. We've been dating for 8 months now and baby we still haven't left each other's side. That shows loyalty and trust, and without that we'd be nothing. See, we have the most trust anybody could have to each other. I love you and I'll never leave.
We talked for another 3 hours then left. We went to Sweet frog to get ice cream and took a cute selfie. After that we got some photos taken of us. We took a lot. ^down below^
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He's the best boyfriend ever. I'm in love😍
Sorry the chapter was short but it's 2:40am. I'm sleepy..
