My eyes were wide. "Kevin....." I whispered. "Jade....please don't let my stupidity ruin our friendship......please" he whispered. I gulped as I was fighting back tears. "Kevin.....your not stupid for one thing, and for another thing.....of course I'm not going to let a little kiss ruin our friendship...." I whispered wiping my tears away. "Good so I'll see you in school Monday?" He asked. "Ya I'll be there" I said smiling. "Great" he said in his quiet voice. "Bye" I whispered as I hung up. I walked out of the bathroom, and I walked into Eric's room. Eric got up out of his bed, and he pulled me close. "There's my beautiful girl" he whispered into my ear. I smiled, and I pressed my hands against his chest. He smiled, and pressed me against the wall. "This is going to be a day you'll always remember baby girl" he whispered into my ear. He started kissing my neck gently. "Baby..." he whispered into my ear. I stared into his eyes, his beautiful soft gray eyes. I found myself laying on top of the soft comforter as he kissed my chest. I felt his hands moved up my shirt, and I let out a moan. "Oh Eric" I moaned as he started kissing my chest. "Baby girl...oh babe..." he moaned as I ran my hands down his chest. This was really happening. We were really going to do this. I had butterflies in my stomach. "Babe.....I'm scared....." I whispered. His lips were at my ear. "I am too baby girl....I am too...." he whispered. I touched his face. "We've never done this before....what are we suppose to do...." I whispered. "Baby girl.....I talked to my dad before I picked you up....he told me everything.....I'm just.....I'm scared I'll be too rough, and hurt you" he whispered. I reached up, and kissed him. "Eric.....I've been thinking about this all morning.....thinking, am I really ready for this...." I whispered. "Are you?" He whispered. I smiled. "Yes.......Eric James Martin......I love you with all my heart....I want to give myself to you........I want you to be my first one.......I want you....." I whispered. He kissed me passionately. "If I hurt you......if.....if I'm too rough....please....please stop me......" he whispered. I smiled. "What if I like you being rough" I whispered smiling as I started unbuckling his belt. "I'm being serious Jade" he whispered. "So am I" I whispered back as I kissed him. I felt him smile, and he kissed me back. "I love you baby girl" he whispered. "I love you too babe" I whispered back.
"What?!" Ushina exclaimed Monday morning. "Shhhh Ushina not so loud.....yes we did it....we had sex..."I whispered. "Jade...why?" She questioned me. "He's my boyfriend Ushina...". "Your mean and nasty boyfriend!" She exclaimed. "I told you he's working on that Ushina!" I whispered. "Well it sure doesn't seem like it!" She exclaimed. "Look give him some more time ok?" I said quietly. Ushina sighed. "Fine....." she said quietly. I felt arms go around my waist. "There's my baby girl" he whispered into my ear. I blushed, and smiled. I saw Kevin walking over. "Hi Kevin!" I called out smiling. I felt Eric go stiff, and I heard him let out a little growl. "Babe what did I say about being nice" I said sternly. He sighed: "I know baby, I'm sorry" he said as he kissed my head. I gave Kevin a hug, and smiled. "Ummm......h-hi...." Kevin said as he looked at Eric. "Uh hey d-dude" Eric said quietly. I smiled. "That's more like it, my two favorite men getting along" I said smiling. Eric smiled. "So uh Kevin...do you play sports?" Eric asked trying to make conversation. "I play a bit of baseball with my brother Alex" Kevin said leaning against the wall. "Well how about you trying out this spring, it'd be nice to have some new people on the team" Eric said giving him a small smile. Kevin smiled: "I'll give it some thought".
I was sitting in class when it happened. I was working with Kevin on a worksheet for math when Kevin fell out of his desk. "Kevin?!" I exclaimed as I got up quickly. Kevin was pale, and it didn't look like he was breathing. I shook him. "Kevin! Kevin! Quick somebody call 911! Kevin!" I exclaimed. I placed my ear to his chest. No heartbeat. "Oh God....." I whispered. I started giving him CPR, and chest compressions. "Please Kevin breathe!" I cried. Still nothing. What had happened? He was fine this morning. I grabbed my phone, and called his dad. "Hello?" His dad answered. "Mr. Moore.I don't know what happened we were sitting in class and Kevin fell out of his desk and....and he's not breathing and....and he has no pulse!" I cried. "Oh God....not now....." I heard him whisper. After a minute of silence he said: "I'll be there soon..." and he hung up.
