The story of a girl drowning in her own fears.

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why is it I'm so useless.
I just manage to ruin everything I touch.
I can't get anything right.
I never can.
I'm worthless and empty.
Just simply garbage.
Why do I have to ruin everything.
You make me so happy what could be happening?
Please don't let us drift apart.
Anymore I feel like our relationship could be falling apart.
I don't say anything.
I love you.
I don't want to hurt you.
You're everything to me and I couldn't do much with out you.
But what if this feeling just isn't reciprocated anymore?
Could this be the end of us?
Don't let it be the end of us.
The end of us will be the end of me I can't loose you.
If I loose you I may just loose myself.
This is so hard.
I just want it to be us no more distance between us is this too much to ask?
Why does everything in life have to be so unfair?
I don't understand it as I'm writing this I can hardly breathe.
I can't loose you.
I can't loose you.
Please don't let us fade away.
I need you.
I need us.

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