I don't know what to do.
I feel like we're drifting but I don't want us to.
Is my mind just playing tricks on me?
Wanting me to believe the wrong things to hurt me purposely?
I have these thoughts.
They keep me up at night.
Does she really love me?
Does she really not?
No she does!
You think that but people change their minds.
I love her!
Well just because you have feelings for her doesn't mean she feels the same.
I'll never leave her.
Sure you might wont but doesn't change the fact that no one else has stayed for you.
She says she will..
Words mean nothing.
She promises she loves me.
But minds change like the weather.
Feelings fade and people drift apart.
Could it be?
My mind is playing tricks on me.
I love her.
I need her.
But that doesn't mean she really needs me.
I'm useless.
I'm a fool.
She doesn't need me.
No one ever does.
I'll stick around.
Until she no longer wants me.
I'll stay for her.
Not for me.
I'm staying for her.
I'm not staying for me.
She's going to hurt you.
That's alright i'll let her.
She's going to hate you in the end.
That's alright I hate me too.
She doesn't need you.
She doesn't want you.
She doesn't love you.
No one ever will.
Could it be? My mind is playing tricks on me. Saying things to hurt me purposely..
I want to push the thoughs away.
But they keep coming.
Drowning me in waves.
Am I selfish in wanting her to be with me forever?
No one else has stayed that long.
Setting myself up to fail.
No one will ever care.
Could it be my mind is playing tricks on me?
Saying things to hurt me purposely?
