It'a all his fault.
I put all of my trust in that asshole. Now I can't trust the one person who (i'm pretty sure i don't even freaking know anymore because I don't trust anyone anymore) is telling me the truth when they tell me that they care about me.
I can't do it! I've tried so hard and I can't! I feel like she's lying to me and she isn't i'm sure but I just don't know how to believe her??
Why did he have to date me?
Why did he have to use me?
He didn't even like me in the first place so why me?? Why not someone else who doesn't already have enough shit on their plate????
I don't get why he did it. I want to let it all go but not knowing why it had to be me is screwing me up.
I don't even care about him anymore but like I'm stuck with all these memories and shit and like he took things that actually meant something to me and he doesn't even care and he never did? Like what the hell!?
I know this happened ages ago but like it freaking haunts me.
Why me?
What did I do to deserve this?
