Depressing poems

Us

i dont know how to explain how hard it is
when i cant even see you during a break
when we hardly talk
only exchanging pictures
and i love yous

how we only see each other once a week
only for a few hours
then to wait another 7 days
before we meet again

how can we talk more
how can we rekindle that flame

when we've already asked so many questions
and know so much

how can i make us stronger
and not let you go
talk out my fears
and hope between us
before ever thinking of letting go

i feel so clingy
because of how i miss you
how much i want to be with you
but whenever you go out there
you become so distant
so hard to reach

i want that sappy romance
those late night calls
those sweet and inspiring texts
not this monotone cycle
we seem to be stuck in

but i want what we both want
if you arent into that
than i guess its whatever
i guess its fine
at least i get to call you mine