Depressing poems

Rape

faning sleep
i hear the door creak
inside you creep
whispering my name with a squeak

ignoring your babble
my eyes stay shut
i feel you start to grabble
your hands reaching for my butt

fully awake
i tell you no
this is a mistake
your laugh leaves an echo

i wrap myself tight in the covers
trying to prevent your attack
but you're determined to be my lover
and my grip begins to slack

you find an entrance
now fully under my sheets
you start your advance
and i wish you would just retreat

your hands find the waist of my pants
you tear them off
thousands of kisses you plant
then scoff

i try to shove you away
it only draws your head higher
i tell you not today
but your eyes are lit a fire

lust filled
you hold the power
my body feels chilled
as your head lowers

your tongue
turns my body against me
a groan is wrung
slowly you send me into ecstasy

i hate it
how my body ignores my brain
i beg you to quit
this is insane

after forcing yourself on me
you want it in return
no i plea
your look makes my stomach churn

you force my head to your bone
making me squirm
i hear you moan
you are already exposed and firm

i continue to protest
you force yourself into my mouth
slowly you undress
your hands roaming south

i feel the bile at the back of my throat
the house starts to stir
yet you seem to float
then we both here her

knowing you fear being caught
i force you to get out
everything previous forgot
i try not to shout

i try not to bring attention
i try to protect you
and not once did i ever mention
what you made me do

it haunts me
till this day
how i sat there with a continuous plea
yet you turned away
with deliberate ignorance
written across your face