faning sleep
i hear the door creak
inside you creep
whispering my name with a squeakignoring your babble
my eyes stay shut
i feel you start to grabble
your hands reaching for my buttfully awake
i tell you no
this is a mistake
your laugh leaves an echoi wrap myself tight in the covers
trying to prevent your attack
but you're determined to be my lover
and my grip begins to slackyou find an entrance
now fully under my sheets
you start your advance
and i wish you would just retreatyour hands find the waist of my pants
you tear them off
thousands of kisses you plant
then scoffi try to shove you away
it only draws your head higher
i tell you not today
but your eyes are lit a firelust filled
you hold the power
my body feels chilled
as your head lowersyour tongue
turns my body against me
a groan is wrung
slowly you send me into ecstasyi hate it
how my body ignores my brain
i beg you to quit
this is insaneafter forcing yourself on me
you want it in return
no i plea
your look makes my stomach churnyou force my head to your bone
making me squirm
i hear you moan
you are already exposed and firmi continue to protest
you force yourself into my mouth
slowly you undress
your hands roaming southi feel the bile at the back of my throat
the house starts to stir
yet you seem to float
then we both here herknowing you fear being caught
i force you to get out
everything previous forgot
i try not to shouti try not to bring attention
i try to protect you
and not once did i ever mention
what you made me doit haunts me
till this day
how i sat there with a continuous plea
yet you turned away
with deliberate ignorance
written across your face
YOU ARE READING
Depressing poems
PuisiJust some words strung in a pattern to release how I'm feeling and the thoughts that plague my head.