Depressing poems

I'm Afraid

Im afraid
Afraid of myself and you
Im absolutely terrified by how you make me feel

Im afraid of losing you
Even though u aren't fully mine
Afraid you'll loose feelings for me and not say anything
Afraid you'll get too drunk and do something that you won't remember
Im terrified someones going to steal you from me

Im afraid of hurting you
Of pushing you away

Im scared of being hurt
Im scared ill do something ill regret later
Afraid that ill loose the new me somewhere along the way

Im afraid you wont want to wait any longer
And youll go looking for it in other people
Im afraid youll pressure me
Im afraid

But i want you
I want to be with you
And everything we do in life is risks
And this is just a bigger risk i have to take
To be with you

Forgive me for being so afraid
Its how i am
The overthinker
Fearing almost anything foreign