Make A Wish On A Shooting Star (Amour)

A Depressed State Or Is It?

White here :)

Just to make this clear, for this chapter it will all be in Past Serena's POV

So don't ask why does it feel like the current Serena is a bit of an emo :p

Also sorry for not updating :/

The reason why? Well, you see I have this one teacher who was such a freaking turd nugget to everyone in my class and told us to redo every single project that I have done T-T.

Yeah, that was torture :(
Welp, hope you enjoy this mess ^-^

Past Serena's POV

Darkness..helplessness...despair....and weakness.

Four words that I have grown quite used to since that faithful and traumatizing day. It was all so sudden after all, there were never signs of it happening. How? Why? I don't understand at all!!

Why is it that I were the one to have a life from luxury and happy to poor and despair? It doesn't make sense! I was grateful that I had a life like that but then everything fell and created a burden on my shoulders.

My friends....or the people that my mom payed to hang out with me. How more pitiful can I get?

Rumors spreading around like a virus, saying things about me that are not true. After all, rumors are always a lie. Like how I thought my life would be.

A lie..

Third Person POV

Serena walked around the lonely oddly quiet neighborhood. Normally it would be full of kids playing and adults talking with their neighbours, but at that moment it was only her and the rising sun.

It was around 6 am, Serena casually walked on the path along with some broken bricks and sticks that were used by the children that played around the area. At first glance you would think they were trying to break law, but it was only but childs play. She used to do that after all.

Serena stopped to look at the horizon, eyes showed nothing but a dull and dead stare at the sun that was slowly rising.

She slightly opened her mouth making her hot breath to come out. She scratched her arms up in the air with a slight squirm.

She exhaled deeply and once again opened her eyes.

"Another day, another mystery..oh well" she said with a small smile. She then continued on while thinking about something.

Yeah, it was something very important..

And that was clothes and shopping.

Now let's begin with a small introductory..

Meet Serena Yvonne Gabenna, also known as Ms. Perfect and Ice Cold. She had the brain of a successful scientist, the physical ability of John Cena, and the body of a super model.

She would always be number one in class and such, but here's the twist....

There is none.

She's just a little cautious at people and/or friends. She doesn't consider anyone her friend, but she would fake it up and pretend they were.

A small little recap shall we? When she was a little kid, her life was like a fantasy, a dream. She had the luxury and everything to have a happy life, but then "it" happened and everything went down hill.

Serena started to break down bit by bit and little by little she grew more hateful towards the world. She even despises her own mother, her own flesh and blood to the point she would call her ma'am instead of mother or mom.

But even if she felt broken, she faked it all up. She pretended to be just any other ordinary student who has a normal life, she faked it to fit in, she pretended to be someone that she thought would be her in the future.

She did everything to fit in, clothes, sports, talents, even her own looks. She never really cared about her features back then, but now that's all she cares about at this point.

Nothing could change her back, that's her mother would say. That's what Serena thinks anyway.

She shooked the thought off and finally arrived at her destined spot. A small hill with a lonely tree ontop of it.

It had the perfect view along with the perfect surroundings. You could say in movies and stories that flowers represent beauty in surroundings and people. But for her it meant nothing. All she cared about on that hill was the tree ontop of it.

Why? Because it was the only tree there, it was lonely just like her. No kid nor adult would go on this hill because of a stupid rumor. A rumor that tells that an evil spirit is inside the lonely tree making it unable to have a partner, but that was stupid.

The reason why it was the only tree on the hill was because if it were to have a partner it would be uneven because the hill is not like a plateau or something.

She rolled her eyes and went up the hill and stopped under the shade of the tree. She glanced what was infront of her and saw a small wooden house at the distance with a small girl running around, dancing like no tomorrow. A small tear ran down to her cheek as she knew there was no small wooden house, it was another hallucination of hers and another fading memory..

Truly, what a pitiful soul...

But that might change....

Maybe