dairy of a cancer victim *ON HOLD*

The news

*few weeks later*

I had went to the doctors a few weeks ago he said that everything seemed ok. I had some test taken, and the results should come back to day. I was sitting in the living room watching glee when the phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Ah! Mrs. styles?"

"Yes..?" I said hesitantly

" It doctor Povert" he paused ", your test results came back"

" Oh hello doctor, are the results good..... or bad?"

" Well looking at the test results, your kidney has a problem with it did you know about that?"

"Yes, yes I did"

" Oh! ok we'll back to your result" he said a bit the slow for my liking.

", Now the cancer on your liver has spread to your kidney, now this is a problem cause it's the only good one you have" I sighed. ", if we can't remove it we will then have to preform a kidney transplant."

" When could we remove it?" I asked.

"I would like to as soon as possible, but it's up to you when."

"Ok . is that all?" I said wanting to get over with this phone call.

"No," oh my god really!?!? ", the cancer is moving fast it's spreading up to your heart and your brain, it's almost to much to stop." I Froze " if I can't stop it you'll die with in two years, I am sorry"

He hung up. two years that not enough time I want to live long do more thing! I can't do those things in two years! I want a family, I want grandchildren, to get married to Louis, find my real parents!

Wait I have to tell Harry and Louis, plus the boys how are they going to take it?

I'll tell Harry now, I'll wait to tell louis. I went to grab my phone when there was a knock at the door. I walk over to open the door.

"Hello?" Liam was at the door.

"He Mar- why are crying" crying? I hadn't even noticed.

" I-it's nothing don't worry about it, why are you here?" I said changing the subject

" Don't change the subject, tell me Mari," Mari was Liam's nickname for me every one else called my mar", you can tell me anything" he said stepping inside shutting the door

"The doctor called.. he said the-the cancer had spread to my only good kidney," I took a deep breath", and I had going to have to have a kidney transplant if he couldn't remove it."

"Well that's not to to bad he'll be able to remove it, right" we were sitting on the couch now

" That's not it, he said the cancer was moving almost to fast for him to stop, so if he can't stop it with we're its heading, which is my heart and brain, I be dead in two years." by now tears were streaming down my face.

" Oh! Mari!" Liam hugged me, I hugged him back. the door opened.

" Marielle?" Louis asked setting his keys on the table. oh shit how am I going to explain me crying I can't tell him now.

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