dairy of a cancer victim *ON HOLD*

Don't let go

It was the day after fizzy had her out brust, and we were going out to eat tonight. Tonight is also the day we tell louis' family about our engagement. I has just gotten out of the shower and but my dress on and was about to do my makeup for tonight when Lottie came in.

"Hello" she came in smiling

"Hey Lottie"

"I was wondering of you could help me get ready for tonight?" she asked shyly

"Of course!, just let me do my makeup it shouldn't take long at all!"

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I had finished my make up and done Lottie's make up.

"EVERYONE WE LEAVING" I heard Jay yelled thought the house. As I headed down stairs I passed fizzy and she scoffed. It hurts me know she dosent like me, I pushed that in to the back of my head cause tonight was the night we told Louis' family.

"Hey babe,vwe riding with then or do you wanna ride in different cars?" Louis asked as we stood out side waiting for every one.

"Um.... it dosent matter to me what ever you wanna do." I repiled

"MUM! we goimg to ride in our car, Ok?" Lou yelled to Jay.

"Yeah sure honey!"

~~~~~~~~~~~*skip car ride*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"So Lou what have you been doing recently?" I sat quitely as Louis and his family caugh up with each other.

"Well me and the boys have been writing songs and recording, buts that about it for me"

"Well thats great honey! I'm really proud of you-" Fizzy scoft but everyone decided to over look it. When the waitor  finally came to get our drinks, The twins got coke, and everyone else got water.

"ill be right back with your drinks and to take your order." said the waitor who's name was derek. a chours of "thank you" followed. All the sudden a sharp pain erupted in my head. I mumbled a OW while crining

"Are you ok?" Asked a very concered Louis.

"yeah just a small head ache"

"Are you sure?" Lou has always been like this but I don't mind, It very sweet.

"yes babe" I said as sweetly as i could with the pain still in my head. He still had a very concerd look on his face but he dropped it, mainly cause the waitor had came to give us our drinks and take our order.

"I'll have the chicken alfrado" I said in a overly sweet voice, i zoned out while everyone else ordered and tried to not focous on the horriable pain in my head that felt as if it was traviling down my body.

"babe?" Louis nudged me.

"mmmmhm" i came back to reality

"My mum asked you a question"

"Oh! I'm sorry i zoned out there for a little." I appoligized.

"It's ok, i was wondering about that ring on your finger, its absolutly stunning" as soon as she said ring i began to blush.

"Well..." I began but stop when the sharp pain shot through my body, It was so extreme i couldn't speak or move i just fell to the floor and went in to the feetle postion.

"Mar! are you ok!" louis shouted falling to the floor after me, my vison went blurry, all I wanted to do was shout "help" but it just wouldn't come out of my mouth.

"Oh my!" "whats wrong with her?" "Is she hurt" etc. came from the girls and people around us.

"Come on Marilee talk me whats wrong! what wrong?," louis now had me up in his lap and a crowd has formed around us, "SOME ONE CALL 911! NOW!"

"I-I c-can't-t b-b-reath" I whispered barely audiable.

"Baby come on look at me," and so i did,"Promise me you'll stay with me" Luis was on the verge of tears.

"I-I p-promis-e" I whispered,then I finally heard the ambulance.

"I love you" louis whispered as he kissed my forehead.

Then every went black.

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IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm turly sorry for not updating, I not going to give up a excusse like I busy with homework, or i just started school and blah blah blah. But if i dont update for a while I'm not giving up I'm just planing stuff out for the story but I'll try updating every Wensday!

*WWA tour

So im going to the WWA with my best friend! My concert date is the 27th of september, and if any of you are going to the same concert tell me and if you'd like to meet me just ask and I'll figure something out!