dairy of a cancer victim *ON HOLD*

I'm sorry

Louis p.o.v

Mar and I's 4 year anniversary is this Friday. meaning I had three days to plan the perfect night for my princess. I was going to talk to Harry about the plans and a very special surprise. I was about to pull up the Harry and Marilee's flat, I bought her some of her favorite chocolate. she has been feeling down since get doctor appointment, I think she is just worried about her test results. I was thinking about having a movie night seeing how we haven't been on a date in a while.

I pulled up in the drive way and Liam car was here, he must have left some thing here last night. I walked up to the door opening it slowly.

"Marilee?" I sat my keys on the table and quickly hidding the chocolate in a chair, her and Liam were sitting on the couch and she was crying.",marilee! Are you ok? are you hurt? what happen?" I exclaimed rushing over to her.

"L-louis, what are you doing here?" she said thought a shaky breath.

" I came to see how you are doing," I pulled her into a hug resting my chin on her head.", Why are you crying?"

" I-um its-it's nothing" I looked a Liam his eyes read nothing but pity and sadness

" It doesn't seem like nothing ,babe tell me" I started rubbing her back

"Oh ok..um can it wait I want to stop crying before I do" she sat down again wiping tears from her face.

"Ok, is there anything I can get you?"

" Um a glass of water" Liam was just standing there awkwardly. I stared walking to the kitchen area, and mouthed 'follow me' to Liam.

" Thanks" I say fixing mar her glass of water.

"For what?" Liam looked puzzled

" For being her to comfort her" I sat the glass on the counter looking at Liam.

" Oh she didn't call me here, I just came

To get my jacket and she was crying when I got here" he leaned up against the counter.

"Do you know why?" I asked following his actions.

" I'll let her tell you" he slapped my shoulder, grabbed his jacket and left.

Marilee p.o.v

Louis handed me my water a sat down beside me, I took small sips of it till I felt ready to tell Louis.

"Ok.. I got my test results back....." I told him everything not leaving a single detail out.

Louis ran his fingers thought his hair rested he elbows on his nee's and put his face in his hands, he sighed.

"So your telling me you might have two years to live?" I nodded, he groaned

" Your kidding my right? is this a cruel joke you playing?" his voice rising

" Louis I wish it was, I really do, just calm down" I rubbed his back.

"CALM DOWN? I just can't calm down not right now!!! I was just told the love of my life might die in two years! two god damned years!" he shot up.

" Louis! he'll be able to get the tumor out just calm down!" I raised my voice

" NO MARILEE! IM NOT GOING TO CALM DOWN! YOUR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I'M NOT GOING TO LOSE

YOU NOT THIS SOON ANYWAY!" I flinched and how loud he was shouting.

"Louis, please just sit do-"

"DAMN IT" he punched the wall.

"Louis!" he turned around

" Don't 'louis' me" I Flinched. The door opened nether me or Louis bothered to look.

" Just please calm down" I tried to reason. he punched the wall again.

" Woah, Louis calm down" I turned around a there stood Harry and Niall.

" FUCK!!" Louis shout stomping out of the house. I sat back on the couch and pulled my nee's to my chest, holding in the tears.

Harry p.o.v

Louis just ran out the house mumbling profanity under his breath. Marilee curled up on the couch sniffing.

"marilee what happen?" I sat down putting my arm around her.

"I-I got m-my test re-results back" she stuttered.

" Oh what did the doctor say?" I started rubbing her back as she told my what had happen from the doctor call to the small fight with louis.

" It's going to be alright Louis probably when on a walk to clear his head" Niall had now gone to the kitchen.

~few hours later~

All the boys had come over we had told everybody about Marilee situation.

We were now waiting for Louis to come back. we had already ate dinner, we saved some for louis.

"When do you think he'll b-" the door open and Louis stepped in.